"Somewhere I thought was my new home Jax, but" I drop my gaze from him, I can't look at him. I want him, but he hurt me, he broke my trust, he set me up.
"Macie, I'm sorry."
"Yeah, I know you are." I open my car door before I slide into my seat before he kneels beside me.
"I know I fucked up, Angel; I shouldn't have done what I did; I let my own selfish ways get in the way of my judgement. I wanted the truth."
I lift a brow, "Well, you got it Jax, you stole my secret. I'm going to drive myself back. You guys have fun."
"Macie No." He growls and I stare into his eyes, biting back the tears, biting back the want to melt into his arms, I fight it all.
"I'll be alright Jax, I need time alone."
"I can't let you drive all that way alone, Angel."
"Unfortunately, that's not your call to make." I cup his jaw before I lean forward and press a soft kiss to his lips before I pull myself away, "See you soon."
"Macie."
"Jax please, let me go."
Reaching for my door as he stands, and I swear I see tears in his eyes, I know the feeling, but he did this.
I shut my door and look away, avoiding any chance of me changing my mind. I kick my heels off, driving barefoot, I press the clutch in, and start my car, putting her in first, I pull away.
Looking in the review mirror and the tears consume me. Fuck this crying, fuck this sadness bull shit, I've had enough of this, this is why I do me.
And I start my own road trip.
Stalking Solitude
Jax
She may have left, but we aren’t far behind her.
And, when I say we, it’s not just Sully and I, Koda is with us.
He’s driving and I’m slumped in the backseat with my tail between my fucking legs. I really fucked up, and now because of my selfish ways, I might have lost the girl I’m in love with.
We’ve been driving for hours, and I’ve noticed Dakota look at his phone a million times, like he is doing right now, and here I go again, not minding my own fucking business, but this might be the liquor talking.
"Who the fuck are you talking to?" I growl, I'm annoyed.
"I’m not talking to anyone, asshole." Koda looks in his rear view mirror back at me.
"I’ve seen you look at your phone a million times." I lift my brow, waiting for his explanation.
He chuckles, "Alright, don’t you fucking dare tell Macie."
Oh shit, here we fucking go.
"Tell her what?" Sully asks while he takes Koda’s phone before he looks at it, and I lean forward in the seat.
I see the satellite map, with a little red dot, and it ain’t us, "You have a fucking tracker on her car?" I laugh.
"Yeah, don’t fucking tell her." Koda laughs
"Oh, and I’m the fucked up one?" I growl, what the fuck.