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“But we weren’t, Sawyer. We weren’t!” she shouts back now.

All I can do is shake my head. She runs her hands through her hair as rain starts falling around us.

“God! This isn’t fair, Sawyer. You don’t get to be upset about me having a friend in college, when you got to go around fucking anyone you wanted to during that same time. You didn’t see me throwing a fit over that when I found out, did you?”

“That’s different. Those girls meant nothing to me! I never saw a future with them. I never even saw a tomorrow with them. It was just a stupid way to blow off steam and fill a void. This guy clearly saw a future with you!”

“But I didn’t see one with him!” she shouts, taking my face in her hands, my chest heaving with every breath I take.

“Don’t you get it, you idiot? I have only ever been able to see a future with you! I couldn't get you out of my head. No matter how hard I tried, you were there, Sawyer. You’ve lived in my mind and my heart since the moment I met you. No one compares to you. I. Am. Yours. So don’t let people from my past make you think I’m not!”

“Say it again.” I grip her hips, letting my fingers dig into her skin as the rain begins falling harder.

“I’m yours, Sawyer.” Her thumbs caress my cheeks, a gentle comparison to the fierce way our words have been coming out and my lips come crashing down on hers. Our kiss is needy and desperate to make each other understand just how in this we are.

“Take me home, Sawyer,” she breathes against my lips. “Let me show you how yours I am.” The heart that was once beating twice its normal speed stops at her words.

“Are you sure?” My eyes lock with hers and she nods.

“Yes.”

Completely abandoning the plans I had in store for the evening, I kiss her one more time and take her home.

CHAPTER 35

LEAH

Me

Ruby, I need your help. I need it as fast as possible and with as few questions as possible.

Ruby

Hit me with it.

Me

I need you to tell me the basics of how to give a good blow job.

Ruby

I am honored that you came to me for this.

Okay, first and foremost. Hide your teeth. No room for those bitches in a blow job. Lots of spit. Like, don’t bother trying to clean up, it helps. Use your hand at his base by his balls to pump while you work some serious magic with your tongue. Flatten to take him further, swirl to play with the tip, that shit drives them wild. And lastly… Ask him to teach you how.

Me

Thank you, but uh, why? You just told me everything.

Ruby

So he can teach you how to give HIM a BJ. Specific to his wants/needs. This way you go in prepared, but he can also tell you things he wants.

Me

Duh. You’re the best.

CHAPTER 36

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