It's my first time to call him out on it.
"Aren't you?"
"Yes."
And now, it's his first time to admit the truth as well.
"Why?" I whisper.
"Because you only think you're in love with me."
"I'm---"
"Infatuated," Jacques says curtly. "That's all you are. You may not think or believe it right now, but you're young---"
"While you're older and wiser, is that it?"
"Yes."
"Then why not marry another student?"
Fury blazes in his eyes, but I can't let myself back down.
I mustn't.
"Are you daring me to?"
"If you're really the type to cut your nose to spite your face, then go ahead. I dare you---"
"Damn you."
The violence of his emotions is unmistakable, but there's something else I hear, and it's this that breathes life back into the butterflies in my stomach.
"Damn you," he says again.
And I love that he says it one more time.
"I love you, too."
Because I know what it really means, and a soft, shaken laugh escapes me at the way he jerks at my words.
"You---"
"---have two conditions before I marry you."
His gaze narrows.
"Firstly, no divorce."
"Forget it," he says right away.
"Then we stay married for at least ten years---"
"One year."
"How about two?"
"Six months."