So trust him!
But I still need distracting, and so I spend the next hour preparing my surprise for Jacques. I want our first night in his home to be special.
Mm.
I order two dozen red roses and start scattering the petals all over his apartment. It's such a clichéd thing to do, but I love it, and I hope he---
Huh?
Another round of text messages has flooded my inbox, and all of it has images attached to them.
What's happening?
I click on the first one, and my heart drops to my stomach.
It's my husband and Eva having dinner.
I trust him, I trust him, I trust him.
And I do trust him still, but it hurts.
Oh God, it hurts so, so much.
Why is he letting another woman hold his hand?
Am I being unreasonable to feel hurt over this?
I know she's his friend, but is that reason enough?
The longer I stare at the photo, the harder it is for me to breathe.
I trust him, I trust him, I trust him.
And it's at that moment I hear the apartment door open.
I spin around just as my husband strides in, and when I see him look straight at me---
Oh God, no.
He doesn't even see the rose petals strewn all over the floor, and so I know right away.
"What's wrong?" I whisper.
"You tell me."
It's so, so hard to breathe, God.
The harshness of his tone cuts me to the quick, and I can't help but wonder if he's ever spoken to Eva like this.
"All I want is the truth."
The way he says the words seems to imply that I've been lying to him all this time, and all I can do is look at him in confusion. "I've never lied---"
"Then why didn't you ever tell me about your boyfriend?"
"Whose boy---"
"Stop lying, dammit."