“Yes,” I say without taking my eyes off him pleasuring himself.
“Fuck, Lina.” He growls. “I love how you look at me.”
I quickly sit up and knock his hand away. Then I push his jeans further down his hips. With the way he’s still straddling me, it makes it easy for my mouth to wrap around his cock. I take him deep, sucking him hard.
He bucks into me, clearly unprepared for my mouth on him. I gag when his tip hits the back of my throat and I pull back slightly.
“Fuck, I’m sorry.” He rasps.
Then he lifts his hands and cradles my head while I take him in and out of my mouth. This is a vulnerable position. If he wanted to, he could fuck my mouth hard and there wouldn’t be a lot I could do about it.
But he’s gentle, letting me set the pace.
I slide my hands around his ass and pull him closer. I lick and suck and take everything he’s willing to give me. His dick twitches and then thickens even more.
“Baby, fuck.” He thrusts into me once more before he jerks away, pulling himself from my lips with a pop.
“Not like this.” He pants. “The first time I come with you, it will be inside you.”
He pushes to his feet and grabs a roll of condoms from the top drawer on the table beside the bed. Then he loses his jeans and boxer briefs. He strokes his cock a few more times before he sheaths himself with a condom.
Then he grabs my ankle and pulls me to the edge of the bed. I fall back, my arms tossed above my head like an offering. I’m still in my panties, but nothing else.
His eyes roam down my body, taking his time like he’s studying every inch of me. “Your body is so fucking beautiful.”
His fingers trace the lines of my tattoos on my stomach before he loops them through my panties and yanks them from my body.
“Spread those pretty legs,” he demands.
When I do, his eyes darken as he takes in my heat. His hands grasp my inner thighs, and he pushes my legs even further apart as he lines his tip up with my entrance.
We both let out a low moan when he pushes inside me. He’s only given me an inch, but I feel so full.
“Baby. Watch us.” His tone is soft, almost like he’s in complete awe of us coming together. “You look so beautiful taking my cock.”
I press up on my elbows and stare at where we’re joined. When I see how little of his cock is inside, my walls clench. He’s barely given me anything and yet I feel like I have all of him.
“I feel you tightening around me,” he says as he pushes deeper inside. “Fuck, baby. You feel so good.”
I hold my breath as he pulls out before he slams all the way in. I cry out as he hits me deep and spreads me open. The sting I feel from the sudden invasion is quickly replaced with pleasure as he slowly moves in and out of me.
“Tell me what you want, baby. I’m not going to last long, and I need you to come first.”
“Harder.” I moan as he pushes all the way inside me. “Fuck me harder.”
“Shit.” His grip on my thighs tightens as he stills. He’s as deep as he can get, and it feels so good. “You’re killing me.”
I chuckle. “Not yet. But if you don’t fuck me harder, that might happen before the night is over.”
The smile that spreads across his face takes my breath away. He drops to his hands and presses his lips to mine. I wrap my legs around his hips and draw him closer to me.
He gives me what I want, and we lose ourselves in each other’s arms. When I come apart, everything around me fades into the shadows, and there is only him and me and this aching feeling in my chest.
As much as I try to ignore it, this ache makes me think my heart no longer belongs to me.
* * *
Every inch of my body aches in the best way possible. I can’t help but smile as I stretch my arms over my head. But that smile quickly fades when I roll over and find I’m alone in bed.