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“I love you too,” I say, the words sounding right for the first time in years. “Both of you. So much.”

I didn’t know if I would love again after Paul. Certainly not this soon, or in a relationship this unexpected. But the two of them—their devotion, their unwavering support, our chemistry—has a beautiful hold on me.

Their arms tighten around me but it’s complete and utter relief that knocks the air from my lungs.

Distantly, I register the crowd screaming their heads off, the team whooping and whistling. But I don’t care.

Let them stare. The whole damn world can know.

I’m in love. We’re in love. And I’m ready to take a chance on this.

Ready to open myself up again.

CHAPTER 43

SYDNEY

As soon as the three of us stumble through DJ’s front door, all eager hands and hungry kisses, DJ growls into my ear. “I’ve been dying to get you two alone all night.”

We had to go to a celebration party before this, and while it was nice to see the other players, it was pure torture not getting to be alone with my guys.

“Me too,” I admit breathlessly, my skin already tingling with anticipation. I can’t believe this is finally happening.

Me, DJ and Tyler, together again at last.

Part of me still can’t quite believe I’m bold enough to do this, to dive headfirst into a polyamorous relationship with two insanely hot hockey players. Old Sydney would never.

But I’m not that broken, beaten down girl anymore. With DJ and Tyler, I’m powerful, desired, alive.

DJ’s kisses trail fire down my neck as he walks me backwards toward the bedroom, his big hands spanning my waist. Behind him, Tyler is already stripping off his shirt, revealing that muscular goalie body I’ve been pretending not to fantasize about for weeks.

We barely make it to the massive bed before the rest of our clothes go flying. I pause to drink in the sight of them—two flawless male specimens, bodies honed to perfection, cocks already hard and heavy. For me.

“God, you’re breathtaking,” Tyler murmurs, blue eyes roving over my naked curves with open appreciation—and then flicking to DJ, his eyes hot with arousal as he soaks in the sight of our other partner.

DJ slides up behind me, strong arms encircling my waist as he nuzzles into my neck.

“And you’re all ours, baby,” he says, his voice thick with satisfaction. “We’re going to take such good care of you.”

I flush with pleasure, still not used to feeling so precious, so adored.

My breath whooshes out as DJ spins me around and throws me onto the soft bed. I squeal and turn and then moan at the sight of Tyler’s hands holding both his and DJ’s cocks, stroking.

“We’ve been dreaming of having you back in this bed,” Tyler whispers hoarsely, and then the men exchange a look so full of dark promise that I nearly lose it right then.

“Get her ready,” DJ growls, and Tyler eagerly moves to the bed. “We’re going to both take you—at once.”

His voice is firm as he gives the order but his eyes dart to me, a silent question for permission. I nod frantically, already dripping in anticipation. I’ve never done anything like this.

I can’t wait.

Tyler moves down the bed until he’s between my legs, and DJ steps to the side until he has a perfect view. “Start with two fingers,” he orders, “and just tease her with your tongue.”

Tyler settles between my spread thighs, those blue eyes flashing with heat as he gazes up the length of my body.

“You’re so fucking beautiful, Syd,” he breathes reverently. “I can’t believe we get to share you.”

Then his fingers are on me, teasing through my slick folds with a feather-light touch that has me arching off the bed, desperate for more. True to DJ’s command, he slides two long fingers inside me, crooking them just right to hit that perfect spot. I cry out, hands fisting in the sheets.