Rafe's cock is burning hot as he lines it up with my hole. Whatever mumbled words of reassurance Jianyu was babbling blur to static. I can't hear, can't feel, can't see.
There's just pressure. The impossibility of it.
The necessity.
And then Rafe pushes.
I scream as his cock breaches my ass. He's barely inside, but I'm already breaking, shattering into a hundred pieces as I stretch to accommodate both him and Jianyu. I'm gasping and sobbing, blabbering, "More, more, I can take it--"
"I know you can." Rafe kisses the back of my neck and slides in another inch.
Jianyu's cock kicks inside me. I want to laugh--they must be able to feel each other, crammed inside of me together the way they are. What better way to make warring kingdoms get along than ask them to double-penetrate you, huh? I've just invented world peace.
Only I haven't, of course. I've just broken myself open, but I feel as if I'm opening something else. Something bigger than myself and bigger than two bickering mates.
It's like a key unlocks an undiscovered place inside of me. Energy crackles through my blood, and I clench down around them both, pulling groans of pleasure from their lungs.
"Baby," Rafe murmurs, his voice glowing with awe as he presses forward. I quake inside. How much deeper does he have to go?
I don't care. I'll take it. I'll take anything these men have to throw at me and more. I've never felt so strong or so destroyed.
With my hands on Jianyu's chest, I lift myself up. The space between my body and theirs is slick with sweat, the heat of our connection burning me, and I can't get enough. My movement pulls Rafe the rest of the way into me, and I cry out again at the collision of his hips against my backside.
"You did it," Jianyu breathes.
Rafe holds onto my hips as if he's holding on for dear life. "Ember--fuck. You're taking us both so good."
"I love it," I pant, and it doesn't matter that it hurts, or that I'm barely going to be able to walk after this. I need more--maybe more than they can give, but I'm going to take them for everything they're worth.
I start to move in the limited space between us. It's faltering and difficult, but somehow we find a rhythm. I rise on Jianyu's dick only to impale myself on Rafe, back and forth, always full in one hole or the other. Pleasure builds inside of me, replacing any pain until I'm bouncing between them. My breasts bob, and Jianyu cups them and squeezes them. The friction of his hot hands against my nipples sends more sparks of lightning shooting through my skull. I tilt my hips just a little more, chasing something impossible and too huge to hold. A fraction more pressure on my clit bursts me open and then--
"Jianyu--Rafe--" I come again, my entire being arching in pleasure.
"Holy fuck," Rafe breathes, and he was the one who wanted to feel me come like this.
"Ember," Jianyu moans.
My orgasm goes on and on until I'm floating on pure ecstasy. My thighs burn as I force myself to keep fucking myself on them. Everything is soft--there's no stretch and no pain. My body was made for this. My heart, my soul--
All of me. I was made for them.
I cry out as a pang sears through me. There's still something missing. Something I need.
My dragon curls up inside my chest, too big to contain, and for a second I swear she'll erupt right here and now. Forget Emergence ceremonies. She'll claim her mates and claim the world and watch it burn.
But no--no...
She recedes, and then I'm falling. Held inside my mates' arms, I lose myself to the relentless rhythm of being fucked within an inch of my life. Whatever irrational, impossible pang I felt melts away. There's nothing missing here. Nothing I want but them.
How could there be more?
All thoughts of anything beyond this moment with these two men fade away as Jianyu's breath begins to falter. He's been rocking his hips up to meet the motions of my body, but he releases my breasts to grab my shoulder and my hip.
"Ember," he breathes again, "I can't--you feel--both of you--"
"I know," I moan, trying to go faster still. "Come on, need to feel you." I kiss him deep and rough before twisting away, looking up at Rafe, who's bright eyes have gone dark with the haze of sex. "Need you to fill me, want your come--want--"
Rafe slams his mouth to mine, and I gasp. He fucks into me harder now, and I'm rocking on them both, and oh God--