He stirs under me, desperate for friction and nods, determination in his eyes. “Yes, understood.”
“Good,” I whisper before moving down and touching him. He lets out a delicious hiss when I finally wrap my mouth around his pretty cock, sinking slowly as I was his eyes flutter close and his entire body shudders.
I take my time, hollowing my cheeks and swirling my time slowly. He bucks up his hips, struggling against the restraint on his wrists.
“You want to push my head down?” I tease as I pull off him. “Want to fuck my throat the way Levi and I do yours?”
“Fuck, yes,” Kai whispers. “Please, Cole.”
A sheen of sweat covers his chest. He’s perfectly flushed and desperate, pre-cum and saliva leaking out of the slit and dribbling down his shaft.
This time, I sink deeper, sucking faster, revelling in the sounds he makes and just when I feel him at the edge, his entire body tensing, I stop.
Kai lets out a frustrated groan. “You’re a dick,” he says.
I chuckle. “You know what they say about delayed gratification.”
Kai’s eyes meet mine when I lean over him, my hands on either side of his head. “Fuck you.”
“No, but I will fuck you.” I catch his mouth in a biting kiss just as I slide easily into him. “And look how easily you let me in like your hole is made just for me.”
Kai clenches around me, his mouth opening wide to let out a breathy moan. His lean muscle spasms under me and I watch his eyes roll back, and his head loll to the side like I’m caught in some sort of trance. I grab his chin, fucking into him, hitting that sweet spot relentlessly.
“Eyes on me, princess,” I say. “You said you wanted to see me, didn’t you?”
He lets out a breathless whimper and if I don’t take my time, the heat that is coiling inside me will explode. I move slower, my stroke shallow. Kai’s eyes glaze over, quiet moans escaping him.
“Cole, please let me come,” Kai pleads, eyes wet with tears that I am desperate to watch fall. His cock lies neglected on his belly.
“I will,” I promise, but I want something else first. I reach into my bedside table and pull out my switchblade. When I press the button on the silver hilt, the metal blade flips out, glinting in the light. Kai eyes it, biting down on his bottom lip. I can tell he’s scared and even if I know it’s fucked up—I like it.
I don’t know when I developed this particular kink, maybe it was between slicing through Socks and watching my father blow that man’s brains out and enjoying it. But either way, it’s there and sometimes I like to see a little blood.
“Do you trust me?” I ask.
He stares at the metal blade, then at me. He looks completely undone, his eyes stained red with tears and his lips perfectly flushed pink. He nods.
“I trust you.”
“Safe word?” I ask as I trail the knife down the column of his neck. Goosebumps rise wherever my knife traces and he shudders under me, his breathing stilted. Fear clouds his eyes, but he doesn’t try to get away. Instead, he meets my eyes and whispers, “Don’t need it.”
I chuckle. “I know but tell me anyway.”
“Vanilla.”
I stop the blade at his nipple. I lean down to kiss it, sucking slightly and it perks up against my tongue. “Again,” I tell him.
“Vanilla,” Kai whispers.
“Good.”
Inside him, my cock spasms as I begin to move again, slowly, barely touching his prostate. His cock jumps slightly, leaking on his belly. His chest moves up and down rapidly, the hollow of the base of his neck sinking. I trace the blade further down until it rests just under his ribcage.
“I…” Kai breathes quietly when I pick up the pace, fucking into him enough that his body jolts under me. My free hand grips his cock. He lets out a litany of swears as I jerk him off.
“Come for me,” I tell him just as I press the blade slightly. It breaks through his skin easily. Something akin to intense euphoria flickers through me as I watch the blood run down his side in a thin scarlet rivulet.
I have done this with others before but that was always an experiment to look for something deeper.