Page 31 of Just Between Us

Cole smiles this time and pulls out his fingers. I follow and I hate the emptiness I feel.

“What’s the rule?” Cole asks.

My head is swimming, so it takes me a moment, but I get it. “No touching myself.”

The idea is painful but also thrilling. I could touch myself if I wanted to, but I want to listen to them. I want their instruction, like their rules for me.

“And your safe word?” he asks, slipping off his t-shirt.

I’m met with an expanse of a muscled chest, and perfectly chiselled abs that lead to where I want to go. He has no tattoos but he’s perfectly muscular, a perfect body for a perfect face.

“Vanilla,” I say.

His eyes flash. “Good. Remember it.”

Where Levi’s cock is long, Cole is both big and girthy. He’s hard, the tip leaking with precum already and I can’t decide whether I want him in my mouth first or not. I want to stare but he doesn’t give me a chance because he lines himself up perfectly with me and I gaze up at him, biting my lower lip hard enough to draw blood because I know this won’t be a slow easy fuck and I don’t want it to be.

“Oh, by the way,” I say, swallowing. “I tested myself and everything is fine.”

Cole and Levi exchange looks. “You tested yourself because you knew you were going to get fucked?”

I bite my bottom lip and nod because it’s true. I did it as soon as I got home on Monday.

Levi laughs quietly next to me. “Slut,” he whispers and kisses me deeply again. Something tells me I should hate that name, but I love it. “Well, we’ve only been with each other in the last two and a half years so we’re all good too if that’s what you want.”

That means they’ve never done this before. I’m the only one. I look up at Cole again, and desire flares behind his eyes. I shift, my eyes fluttering.

“Fuck me,” I whisper. “Please.”

Cole laughs quietly, shaking his head but he pulls me closer and lines himself against me before sliding in. The initial burn makes me cry out. It’s torturously slow, splitting me open. He moves slowly, letting me adjust to the stretch.

“Oh, fuck, you feel so good,” he says, like he can’t quite believe it, as he slides into me until we are skin-on-skin.

I moan, my back arching off the mattress from the stretch. I feel gentle fingers run over my scalp and my eyes meet Levi’s. He looks down at me, lips slightly parted before he moves his eyes to Cole and smirks.

“Cole, please,” I whisper. “Just—”

He chuckles before burying himself deep inside me with a loud smack. My head snaps back onto the pillow, a quiet cry spilling from my mouth. He grips my thighs tightly, keeping me in place and at his mercy as he pulls out and slams back in again, coaxing another choked cry from me.

Letting me adjust is as gentle as he allows. He slides himself back in quickly, fucking into me at an unrelenting pace, his cock stretching me open and abusing my prostate. “Look how well you’re taking me,” he grunts out. I revel in the way he sounds—as ruined as I feel.

White hot sparks fly in and around me. I let my eyes close, taking everything he gives me, the sting, and the blinding pleasure of him hitting that sweet spot over and over again until it’s almost too much. My forehead is damp, and my cock sits untouched, leaking, begging for any bit of attention.

I clench around him and when he groans loudly, I open my eyes, watching his muscles ripple and contort. His eyes are wild, something carnal blazing. “Kai,” he breathes. “I need you to open your mouth when I tell you to, okay?”

I can barely hear or see. My body is made of only electricity and heat, but I nod quickly, letting out a quiet yes. It happens quickly, I feel Cole pull out abruptly and the emptiness makes me cry out.

“Open,” he instructs.

I do, and he’s on me in a second, straddling me. His cock slots into my mouth and warm come rushes down my throat. I choke slightly but I quickly recover, sucking him off through his orgasm, watching his green eyes flutter and his head fall back to reveal the glowing column of his neck. Something ticks inside me as I watch him, something that must be like when an addict gets their first hit. I take all of him, his hips fucking into my mouth until he’s done, not caring whether I can breathe or not.

When he moves off me, I’m hot all over, but the cold sense of disappointment quickly settles in when I realise how hard I still am.

“He’s so mean for not letting you come, isn’t he?” Levi asks, before kissing me deeply. His teeth nip at my bottom lip and before my brain can catch up, he’s on top of me and I feel him slide inside me. It stings a little, but he kisses me through it, the fullness of it making me moan against his mouth. He chuckles quietly and then his hand wraps around my cock, and I know I’m being loud now, but I can’t help it. His hand feels so good. I don’t think I need much to come.

Levi smiles, his eyes holding me in place. “There you go,” he murmurs against my lips as he pushes inside me. The pace is less punishing than with Cole, but he isn’t taking it easy either. I focus on the bursts of pleasure from his fist and sink my head into the dip of his neck.

“Levi,” I sob but can’t remember where I was going with it.

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