Page 22 of Just Between Us

And there it is, the thing I’ve wanted to see all night.

The air around us suddenly feels charged. I see him hesitate for a second, that conflict from earlier coming back into his eyes. I don’t think it’s about us exactly. He just made out with Levi. There is something else to his hesitation. His eyes dart from me to Levi and then back to me.

“What’s your safe word?” Levi asks after a second.

Like he comes to some sort of decision, Kai moves off the couch and sinks to his knees. “Don’t need it,” he quips with a playful grin.

Levi looks down at him, a question in his eyes, but Kai seems determined. He unbuttons Levi’s trousers and everything inside me clenches as I watch it all happen. Kai obstructs my view a little but when he lowers his head and Levi lets out a breathy sigh, his head falling back slightly, I almost lose it.

Desire swirls inside me, hot and unbridled but I just watch for a minute, listening to the quiet breaths spilling from Levi’s mouth, eyes fluttering and his hands trying very hard not to push Kai down.

“Jesus, Kai…” he breathes. “That feels so good. How are you so good at this?”

Kai’s head bobs up and down, taking him down to the hilt, fully and slowly. It’s hypnotic and like I’m being pulled by an invisible string; I walk over to them.

My breathing stutters watching them. Together, they are sin personified. A dangerous desire sparks inside me as Levi leans back to look up at me with daring eyes. I kiss him, letting his tongue sneak into my mouth, the sound of Kai’s slurping filling the air.

Levi’s tongue sneaks into my mouth and I’m so hard it’s almost painful. I’m so desperate to fuck them both, maybe watch them bleed.

Against my mouth, Levi lets out shortened breaths and he pulls away, looking down at Kai. “You have to stop,” he says but that only seems to encourage Kai. Levi tenses against me and his hand goes to grip the back of Kai’s head. Kai looks up at both of us, swallowing and swirling his tongue in the most sinful way.

Whatever conflict he had earlier has completely disappeared and he dips his head, licking down Levi’s length once more, making a whole show of it. I think it might drive me insane.

My cock strains against my jeans, begging for attention. I ignore it for now and lean down slightly, wrapping my hand around Kai’s neck and pulling him up to my mouth. This is my second time kissing him and this time, he tastes like Levi mixed with wine and something that is quintessentially him. Kai holds his kisses back a little I realised on the balcony, but I like the control, invading his mouth, making him take whatever I give him.

He pulls away, eyes glassy with moisture. There’s a tense beat of silence then he blinks, as if waking up from some kind of dream. That strange tension returns to his shoulders, almost like he forgot about it for a second and immediately needed to put it back on.

“Everything okay?” Levi asks.

“Um,” he begins, standing up, his eyes looking at a random spot on the couch. “I should go. It’s getting late and I told Jenna I’d be home tonight.”

Something is stopping him and no matter how much I want to push; I know I shouldn’t. The whole point of this entire game was so that he could stop it whenever he wanted to. Next to me, Levi seems to understand that too.

He nods and stands. “Let us take you?” he says.

Kai shakes his head, trying for a smile. “It’s okay. It’s not that late. I’ll just call an Uber.”

Something about it makes me twitch but I keep my mouth shut. He doesn’t belong to me, and this was all just a little bit of fun.

It’s way past midnight when Kai leaves and Levi makes a cup of tea and watches me from across the kitchen counter. “You think we took it too far?” He gnaws at his bottom lip. “He left pretty abruptly.”

I thought so too but I think there’s something more to it, like he realised he shouldn’t be here.

“You think it's because I’m technically his boss or because your father owns A-EYE?” Levi continues.

I barely speak to my family, but maybe that’s it. In theory, this could be very complicated for him, and I understand not wanting to jeopardise his career just for sex.

“Do you want to do it again?” I ask my boyfriend.

My want for Kai clearly hasn’t been sated by a few kisses and I could see the heady desire in his eyes, the bursts of confidence as he swirled his tongue over Levi’s cock. He wants this just as much as we do.

Levi shrugs but I know it’s a yes. He doesn’t hide his feelings well. I never want him to. “What would that mean?” he asks. “We’ve never done anything like this. I don’t want to do anything that fucks up what we have but…” he trails like he can’t figure out the right word.

“I don’t like sharing,” I say.

On the other hand, I know I want Kai. I want to see him fall apart under me. It’s strange, all my life I spent chasing some spark of passion for something, some way to replicate a high I’d only ever felt once. Then I met Levi, and just like that, I didn't need to go to any extremes to make me feel something.

Levi smirks. “But you didn’t mind sharing me with Kai.”

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