Page 121 of Kadra: The Unfeeling

“And how would you know what ass tastes like?” I tease him, but deep down I want to see his reaction. The image of him with other women makes me feel both nauseous and equally enraged.

I wait for his reaction but as always Vitali is the king of poker face.

“Don’t be jealous. Your ass will be the first I stick my tongue into.” He then makes a point of licking my ice cream.

I roll my eyes which makes him laugh. God, I love his laugh. “You’re weird, Solonik. Has anyone ever told you that?”

His eyes leave the road to look at me. His face is soft and his eyes are shining. I’m addicted to this man and that is a problem. “And you’re precious.”

Thump.

Thump.

Thump.

My heart is now this man’s biggest fan.

“Thank you.”

Vitali side-eyes me. “For?” There’s a smile in his voice.

“For all you’ve done for me.” I cough, feeling vulnerable. “No one’s looked out for me the way you have.” No one. Ever. Not to the extent Vitali has.

One of his hands leaves the steering wheel and reaches for mine. Holding my hand in his, Vitali reversed out of his parking spot in front of the ice cream place and pulled out onto the road. “You need to stop thanking me, kotyonok. It’s my duty.”

“Your duty, huh?” I laugh softly.

Vitali nods, his lips twitching.

“Well, I won’t ever stop saying thank you when you do something sweet for me. That, my darling Russian, is what people with manners do.” I tease.

Releasing my hand, I watch as Vitali adjusts himself in his pants. “Don’t tell me that us talking is making you hard?” I tease him some more.

“No, baby.” His gray eyes leave the road as he looks at me, biting his lower lip. “You acting all sweet makes my cock hard.”

I grinned at him and leaned over the center console, getting closer. “Vitali…” Angling his head toward me, one eye still on the road, I take the opportunity and kiss his lips softly.

“So fucking sweet…” He breathes out while simultaneously focusing on the road ahead. “I can’t get enough of you.” He then guides my hand down so I can feel what I’ve done to him. Feeling bold and adventurous, I unbuttoned his jeans and slid down the zipper. He tried to push my hand away. “You don’t have to.”

“I know I don’t have to. I want to,” I clarify. I wrap my hand around him through his briefs. I’d never touched him there before but now I could feel how thick and hard he is and I want more of him. “You’re…big.” All man. I lick my lips, feeling the inexplicable urge to taste him. To feel him inside me. To have all of him, anyway I could get it. I want it. I want him. I know he thinks he needs to be gentle with me and I love him more for it but I also want his dark side. The side that pushes me to the limits because that is how he lives. How we both live. Like we’re not afraid to die. That side is the one that makes me feel bold and daring. He made me feel like I have nothing to feel shame about.

Unclipping my seatbelt, I get on my knees and lean across the center console. “What are you doing, Kadra?”

“I told you. I want to touch you. Taste you.”

“Say it. Say the words.” I take a deep breath and shove my inhibitions aside. It is easier in the dark, the only light coming from the dash so he couldn’t see my cheeks flaming. “I want to wrap my lips around your cock.” Vitali groans this low guttural sound that goes straight to my core and then he pushes down the waistband of his briefs. His dick sprang free, and I stared at it as if I’d never seen a cock in my life. Vitali is thick and long and hard, pointing straight up and it just looked so damn big to me.

Wrapping my hand around the base, I squeeze, feeling it twitch and grow harder in my hand as I guide the tip to my mouth and wrap my lips around it. I have no idea what the hell I am doing. I give it a few licks. “It’s not a Tres Leches ice cream cone, love,” he growls. “If you’re going to do this, you do it my way.”

“What does that mean?” I look up at his face.

I soon found out. His hand tangles in my hair and he holds the back of my head, guiding me to where he wants me. “Suck hard,” he commanded. I try to take in as much of him as I could. I never have thought about blowjobs at all. It was not something I cared to do. But hearing Vitali’s ragged breathing and the words that come out of his dirty mouth like a growl had me so turned on, I am squeezing my thighs together to ease the delicious ache as I suck him hard, my cheeks hollow. And even though I have no idea what I am doing, it doesn’t seem to matter. Pleasing him made me feel powerful just like knowing that he was coming undone because of me made me feel bold.

Vitali keeps thrusting into my mouth so hard and so deep I can feel him at the back of my throat. I gag a little but find my rhythm as we barrel down the freeway, Teddy Swims “Lose Control” blasting from the speakers.

“I’m going to fucking come,” he warns.

“Mmm hmm,” I hum, the vibration pushing him over the edge.

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