Page 67 of The Secrets of a Sin

“Is this how you want it?” He asks, dipping his head down to lick at the wetness on my chin.

God, that was hot.

He cleans the liquid off with his tongue, leaving only his scent on me like a marking. Once he’s finished, he nibbles at the side of my face, surely leaving indents where his teeth are biting into me. I should feel pain, but I don't. I only feel an immense amount of euphoria surging through me.

Circling my arms around the back of his head, I lay my palms on his nape and tug strands of his hair until he’s lifting and intersecting our eyes. We’re both lost in this moment, both needing the most of what we can get out of each other, even if it means stealing the other's soul. If he plans is to make me his, then I’ll do the exact same thing. “Claim me, Arsen. Make me yours.” I whisper into the thick cloud of tension that’s looming over us as my heart attempts to break through my chest. His mouth tightens as his teeth grit inside his mouth, but it's the way his eyes slowly glaze and fill with lust that has me grinning.

“Then spread those legs as wide as they’ll go, angel, because I intend to do more than just claim you.” He palms my right thigh, spreading me out as far as my body will let him. Cool air hits my already soaked center, and Arsen immediately takes notice and swabs his finger down my clit, stopping at my hole. “This pussy needs a quick lesson from its new owner.” He dips the tip of his digit inside me before pulling out and flicking my bud. “It's going to learn that I’m going to be the only one giving it pleasure. If I want to worship it, I will. If I crave your cunt on my tongue, then I expect you to open. But if you misbehave, then I expect you to be ready for pain. little girl.”

“I can take it.” I moan. “I can take everything you have to offer.” I swivel my hips in a slow gyrate, motioning him to put out this wildfire spreading within me because if he doesn’t, I feel like I may die. Then on a curse and prayer, he surges inside me bare. He slips in all the way, pressing himself into the deepest part of me that I feel him in my stomach.

It was a one-of-a-kind experience that only happened once in your lifetime. Where my body was literally bursting up into flames, my soul was now intertwining with his, connecting us even in death. This was much more than sex. It was a fucking mixture of heaven and hell.

I instantly arch, reaching for any part of him that I can tug on, but his hands quickly grab hold and subdue me. “I’ve been waiting for this moment for so fucking long, angel.” He groans, leaning his heaving chest over me until his lips ghost over mine. He pulls out slightly, coating my insides with the wetness he drags out from within me and thrusts back inside. “To have you underneath me at my mercy.”

My mouth seeks out his, needing to taste his filthy words on my tongue, but he pulls away.

“Christ, you feel better than I ever could have imagined.” He shoves harder inside me, which has my legs widening and circling around his hips. “So damn tight like you were fucking built for me.”

My eyes instantly roll into the back of my head, embracing everything he’s giving me. He wants to break me, ruin me for any other man that would come after him, but that was never going to be the case. Arsen tore through every barrier of mine until he branded himself into the deepest and darkest parts of my heart. He knew pain, he knew what it was like to be different. We were one and the same. Lost, plagued by our defects, but we didn’t care. In a world like this, we only needed each other to survive.

His deliberate thrusts continue to reign through me with such intensity that my breathing becomes wildly erratic. It wasn’t just him being inside me that was sending me spiraling. It was our intimacy, our closeness to one another. I could feel each steady beat of his heart as his eyes bore through mine. He was trying to connect with me further, even if he didn’t know how to. As uncomfortable and awkward as he looked, he never strayed his stare off mine.

Palming his face with both hands, I draw him closer to me, needing him to really take in my words. “I don’t need sweet and gentle, Arsen. I’m not fragile. I won’t break.” I admit over his lips. “This isn’t you, Arsen. I want the man who fuels my fire and shows me he’s just as twisted as I am. Give me your worst, fucking devastate me, and put me back together.”

His eyes glaze over with undeniable lust and desire that I don't have a second to prepare before I’m flipped over onto my stomach with my ass high in the air.

“You may not break, but I intend to fucking crack that heart of stone of yours.” He rests his skillful mouth over my ass cheek before digging his canines into my flesh. “But now that you’re mine for good, I’ll mend it back together with everything I am, but only once I’m finished with your cunt.” He darts his tongue out, soothing the sores from his teeth. As he licks at my wounds, I feel the pad of his finger graze over my puckered asshole and dip inside the virgin hole. “And perhaps this ass, too.”

I let out a whimper into the plush pillow as he pushes his finger further inside me before dragging it out slowly. The pain was nothing compared to the pleasure I was experiencing, but something told me Arsen would make sure I’d endure both.

“Would you like my cock in your ass, angel?” He asks while palming both ass cheeks and giving each side a hard spank. “Or is that too immoral for a St. Catherine’s girl?”

The mention of St. Catherine’s has me tensing up, but I quickly overlook it.

“Isn’t anal less sinful in the eyes of God?” I tease, peering over my shoulder at an unamused Arsen, who appears ready to sink his teeth into me once again.

“All your fucking holes are sinful in the eyes of any goddamn man now. Including God.” He growls, stroking at his impossibly hard cock that’s begging to be sat on, but I continue to tease him.

“Someone should have informed me of that before…”

His hand stretches out like lightning and grips a chunk of my long hair before tugging hard.

“Finish that fucking sentence. I dare you.” He seethes as my back arches into almost a ninety-degree angle that has my eyes watering. With his back now almost flush against mine, I can feel the tip of his cock graze my entrance. “You want me to ruin you? Show you the real monster that lurks within me waiting for a chance to prey on a woman like you?” He pulls harder, snapping my neck back before circling a hand around it and placing his fingers over my mouth. He pries my lips open with his digits, then shoves them inside as if he’s trying to gag me. On instinct, I suck. I suck hard and hallow my cheeks around his two fingers until a feral groan erupts from behind me. “Your wish is my fucking command, angel.”

He mounts my backside, then drags me down until I impale myself onto his cock. The new position gives me a whole other rush of feelings that splinter me in half and have my heart battering. With his hand still wound in my hair, he uses me as leverage to pull me back onto him. My scalp is on fucking fire along with every other nerve ending in my body, but I relish in every aspect of the pain.

“Is this what you wanted?” He charges forward, suffocating my pussy with hard jabs of his cock that have me mewling like a damn cat. Pulling his fingers out of my mouth, he grips my love handle in a tight grip before yanking me back with all his power. “Yah, you fucking wanted this. You wanted my cock from day one, didn’t you?” He mocks, slamming me onto him, making it nearly impossible for me to fuck him back.

“Yes.” I cry out.

“You wanted all my goddamn attention, too.” He grunts while thrusting in a figure-eight motion that has my insides begging for more. “You made it your life’s mission to infect my fucking thoughts with you and only you until I couldn’t even breathe without seeing your perfect face.” He goes on. “You did this, Charlotte. You pushed me to my fucking breaking point, and now you’re stuck with me.”

Rearing back, I fuck myself onto him. I let my cunt suck him in until it's filled to the capacity with cock that I have to pull him completely out.

“Good, there’s only one person who can tame the beast, and I’m that person, Arsen.” He lets me take over, dropping back and pulling out as I rock his world. “No one else gets you like I do. No one understands the darkness that lives inside you, and no one ever will.” I moan, and he groans in delirious ecstasy. “You’re a fiend for me, Arsen. Always have been and always will be. So let me consume you completely.”

Pulling out of me entirely, I’m spun around until I’m facing Arsen, but now I’m hovering in his lap as he tugs my ass further into him.

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