But it wasn’t enough.
Mewling like a cat, both hands reached out to each man, clawing at any skin that I could find. As if they could read my mind, I felt the soft touch of a finger sweep against my thigh and before I knew it, it was circling around my clit. Pulling me deeper and deeper into the darkness that was clawing its way out of me.
The old Charlotte was no more.
This was the real me.
The wicked me who was grinding on two men and was ready to be fucked senseless.
Like clockwork, they both pulled off me and started undressing. I couldn’t tear my eyes off either one of them as they practically tore off their shirts.
“I get her first.” Kai growled as his pants dropped along with his boxers.
Swallowing, I peered down at his hard cock that was entrapped his own hand.
“Take your panties off.”
Rolling them off my legs, they drop onto the ground leaving me completely naked. Once I’m laid back down, Kai lowers his whole body over the top of mine.
“Spread your legs wide so my friend can fuck you, McKinney” Carter groans beside us as I follow instructions. Widening my legs, Kai’s dick brushes against my entrance and I lose all ability to breathe.
“So fucking wet already.” Kai grunts as he grinds himself against my wetness, swirling the juices around his cock. My arms remain still at my sides, and it takes everything in me not to grab him. But I am afraid I’ll lose control.
“Condom?” I moan, still lucky to have my rational thinking.
“We don’t need one.” He shook his head while hiking my leg up till I was spread further open.
“But I…” I start to say when he thrusts his hips forward and tears through me. He sinks in all the way, and I scream. I feel like I’ve been ripped open, and my core has been set on fire. He freezes the minute he’s seated inside me and peers down at me with furrowed brows.
“Don’t.” I shake my head as tears threaten to fall. “I need this.” I cry out as the stinging begins to fade and the pleasure starts to take over. My eyes plead with him, but I can tell he wasn’t going to stop either way.
He wanted this as much as I did.
Lowering his face till he’s nose-to-nose with me, he inhales deeply before pulling out of me all the way and slamming back inside.
“Kai!” My scream filled the room and was bound to have punctured their ears. He continues to pound ruthlessly into me and I feel my body finally come alive.
This was it. This was what I had yearned for for so long.
“How does she feel?” Carter's groan beside us caused me to meet his stare. Palming his dick, he observed us with lust-filled eyes.
Kai’s grasp on the back of my knee tightened and his hips shifted upward, reaching an entirely different sensation within me that had me arching.
“Like the tightest fucking thing I’ve ever felt.” Kai grunted while running his tongue along the seam of my lips. Slowing his thrusts, he makes a point to grind his hips across my clit. “Look at me.” He demands while motioning his eyes for me to look at our adjoined bodies.
Blood.
Lots of fucking blood.
Mortified, I tried pushing him off but instead he flips us over until I am seated on top of him and his hands are resting on my hips.
“She was a fucking virgin?” Carter swore as he peered down at the blood that coated my inner thighs. He looked as if he was jealous, but that didn’t stop him from continuing to rub his dick.
“Ride me.” Kai squeezed while his eyes appeared glazed over. I wanted to stop, I wanted to run and hide but the burning in my lower belly wouldn’t allow it. Slowly rising off him, I plant my hands on his naked chest to steady myself. Then suddenly, I drop.
“Fuck.” Kai moaned as his grip on me hardened. Up and down, I bounced on him, filling myself till the absolute hilt as my body lit up.
I felt empowered...like a fucking queen on her throne taking what was rightfully hers. I was embracing what I was, who I was, and it felt so fucking freeing.