“I wonder which of us will enjoy it more.”
In the blink of an eye, the evil elf rolled me onto my back. He tore off the rest of his clothes before moving on to my boots. It was when he was attacking my pants that reality switched my brain on.
I was about to have sex with a man for the first time.
Anal sex.
Snicker all you want, but there are few things a straight man—or in my case a bisexual in denial—is more protective of than his asshole. Particularly as it comes to trusting another man to cram something large and hard into that hole.
That was not to say I wasn’t turned-on and extremely curious. Not to mention horny after two weeks straight of behaving while we were on the road with Adeline and Jasper. We’d enjoyed stolen kisses and a little groping, but getting off hadn’t been in the cards.
“What’s wrong?” Nylian demanded. The laughter disappeared from his voice in an instant, and he gave up trying to remove my pants to climb into the bed beside me.
I opened my mouth to reassure him that everything was fine, but I stopped myself. I didn’t want this first time to be tainted with a lie. “Nervous,” I admitted. “First time. With a guy,” I rushed to add. “Had sex plenty of times with women. Lots of sex there.” Nylian’s eyebrows shot up, and I slapped a hand over my mouth. That was not helping.
“I mean, not lots. Average,” I said, my words muffled behind my hand.
My lover’s expression softened, and the smile that appeared squeezed my heart. He didn’t speak as he got us rearranged on the bed so that our heads were sharing the same pillow as we lay facing each other. Nylian was completely naked while I wore only my pants, but that was too much. The memory of the feel of his body against mine while we were in the bath flitted through my brain, leaving my cock aching for a return to that rather than talking.
“We will do nothing you are not comfortable with,” Nylian reassured me as he brushed the lightest kiss across my lips. His fingers grazed my dick where it strained the front of my pants. “You’ve enjoyed when I used my hand. And we’ve both enjoyed when I took you deep in my mouth.”
A moan slipped past my lips and into Nylian’s mouth as my body recalled that tight, wet heat.
“No,” I exhaled once my tongue and brain worked together to make words. “Want more.”
“Then tell me what scares you, so I can take the fear away.”
I blinked open eyes I hadn’t realized I’d closed and stared into his handsome face filled with such warm concern. How the hell had I gotten to be so lucky?
“Pain. I’m afraid of how much it’s going to hurt,” I admitted. “I’ve always heard the first time hurts a lot, but it gets easier with practice.”
Nylian’s smile never wavered. “No.”
“What?”
“No, I won’t allow it. We won’t continue if it hurts you. How could I possibly enjoy it if I knew you were in any kind of pain?”
“But that’s just the first time, right?” Shit. Had I talked us out of sex? That wasn’t what I wanted at all.
“First time, hundredth time, doesn’t matter.” Before I could argue, Nylian seized my mouth in a slow, draining kiss that made me forget what we’d been talking about. The hand that had teased my cock with teasing touches now squeezed, forcing out a needy cry as I ended the kiss while thrusting my hips upward into his hand.
“Trust me, Adam. I can take care of you. There will be no pain,” Nylian promised, his voice a wicked temptation.
“No pain and you’re going to…” My words drifted off and Nylian’s stroking fingers froze.
“Going to what?” he rasped. His pupils had blown so wide his eyes were almost entirely black. But where rage had consumed him the last time, this was all desire. My elf did so love the dirty talk.
I licked my swollen lips and whispered, “You’re going to fuck my ass, aren’t you, Nylian? You’re going to stretch my tight hole, slide your hot thick cock inside me, and fuck me until you fill me up with your cum.”
Nylian’s entire body shuddered. “Yes. I want that. Need to be part of you. Make you mine.”
“I will always be yours.”
No matter what happens.
Even if I were permanently pulled away from this world, I knew my heart and soul would forever belong to Nylian.
We kissed over and over, each kiss growing more hungry than the last so that fears were forgotten. Even my growing terror over being forced to leave Nylian’s arms drifted away. There was only the sexy elf driving me so crazy I was about to come in my goddamn pants.