Luke pulls away. “Open your eyes. I need you to see me, Tanna. I need you to know it’s me.”
“It’s always you,” I tell him. Even when it wasn’t him, I would imagine it was. Dream that it was.
I keep my attention focused on him as he returns to the task at hand. It doesn’t take long before I climb that mountain, about to soar off the edge. My whole body shakes, and Luke holds my thighs apart when they try to close around him.
“Come for me, Tanna. I want to see it. I need to see it.”
Like a button’s been pressed, I do come. Harder than I ever remember coming apart before. My hands curl into the blankets beside me and my body seizes up as pleasure like I’ve never known erupts through my entire being.
Chapter Fourteen
Montana has always been the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen, but no image of her I’ve locked away in my memory compares to the one I’m seeing right now. Her coming apart on my tongue.
Fuck.
I was close to losing all my control. My cock strains in my pants, begging to be freed, as I continue to lick Montana’s pussy until every ounce of pleasure has been wrung from her body. Only moving away when I know she’s come down from her high.
“That was… fucking amazing.” I reach up to cup her face and press my lips to her forehead. “Thank you.”
“I’m pretty sure I should be thanking you,” she says, a hint of shyness in her voice.
“Trust me, babe, the pleasure was all mine.” I look into her eyes. “You good?”
She nods her head while giving me a small smile.
“Okay, I’m gonna hit the shower.” I push up to my feet, heading towards the bathroom when she stops me.
“Wait! Don’t you want me to…” Montana looks down at my crotch, and I swear my cock jolts at the thought of her touching it… her lips wrapped around it…
“No strings, Tanna. That was for you, not me. Although I thoroughly enjoyed every second of tasting you.”
“Um…”
“There are no expectations here, Tanna. I did that because I’ve wanted to do it for a really fucking long time and because I know you needed it. I’m good. Trust me,” I tell her, then walk into the bathroom and close the door behind me. I turn on the cold water, not bothering with the hot. I can see a lot of cold-ass showers in my very near future.
By the time I walk back into the bedroom, Montana is nowhere to be seen. I quickly throw on a pair of sweats and go in search of her. I hope I didn’t push her too soon. I could tell she was turned on. Fuck, I wanted to give her that release more than I wanted my next breath.
But what if she wasn’t ready for it?
I’m in uncharted waters here and I have no idea what the right thing to do is. I want to do whatever I can to help her, but I also don’t want to just fall into that friend zone ever again. I was an idiot to keep us like that all those years ago.
I find Montana in the guest room, sitting on the bed. “Hey.” I stay in the doorway. I don’t want to crowd her.
“Hey.”
“You okay? I’m sorry if I pushed you too far.” I run a hand through my wet hair. “I just…”
“It’s okay.”
“Then what’s going on in that head of yours?” I ask her.
“I don’t know what I’m supposed to do.” She shrugs. “For so long, I’ve had rules. I’ve had no choice but to follow those rules. And now… I don’t know what I’m supposed to do.”
“I already told you. You do whatever you want to do, Tanna. You make your own rules. You make your own expectations.”
“What do you want?”
“A lot of things, but what I don’t want is for you to do something because you think I want you to do it.”