Page 62 of Frayed Bonds

Sitting up, I gaze out at the ocean, it’s barely sunrise and I feel as if I have enough energy to run a marathon.

Maybe I should.

Maybe a run can clear all of these Valerie-obsessed thoughts out of my head and allow me to think clearly, for the first time in nearly three months.

Slipping on a t-shirt, shorts and some running shoes, I head down to the beach and start sprinting along the coast. Running so far and so hard that by the time I eventually force my legs to stop running, I’m breathless and partially tasting blood.

I was wrong–after another thirty minutes of running and watching the sunrise, I return home. Cock still hard, the image of fucking Valerie still fresh behind my eyelids.

Never has a woman ever had this sort of an effect on me. Especially considering we’ve only kissed once (a very fucking hot kiss). An ice-cold shower does little to calm down my hot and bothered mood. If anything, it heightens my senses and intensifies my feelings.

I haven’t fucked anyone since my papá's funeral, and even that was only tolerable at best, with Adriano ruining the moment.

I bet Valerie would be better than tolerable. Fuck, I’m sure she’d be amazing.

Just the way her curves felt underneath my hand at the CFP dinner was enough to leave me with a boner. My hand slides down my stomach and strokes over my cock imagining it’s hers instead.

I know it’s wrong to be imagining her like this, but the need I feel for her, for this, is so insatiable. The perfect image of Valerie with my cock in her mouth invades my mind, the way her mouth would wrap around it and take me in slowly, inch by inch.

I inhale deeply. I've had this picture in my head since I spotted her at my father’s funeral in that gorgeous black dress. Valerie looks amazing in pink, it’s her colour, calm and innocent, but in black, she looks like a walking fantasy, ready to suck me in.

And I imagine she would.

She sucks me in so deeply, choosing my dick over air. “You take my dick so well, sweetheart,” I groan as my cock hits the back of her throat.

Her large brown eyes reflect a mixture of innocence and lust up at me.

My hand grips tighter onto my cock.

Reaching down I entangle my fingers in her hair and slowly bring her head down further on my cock. “You look so beautiful like this, sweetheart. So beautiful.”

A moan travels up her throat and vibrates around my dick.

It’s all too much, her, the image, just the fucking idea.

The way I imagine her gagging on my dick sends me over the edge, and my cum shoots out and hits the tiles below.

My release is fast and blindingly intense. I haven’t come this hard from fucking a girl and Valerie has me feeling like this, without even knowing it.

As the post-release euphoria slowly lifts, my guilt creeps in for imagining her that way. I watch my release wash away as the realisation sets in for a second time.

I figured jerking off to the idea would be a one-and-done situation, but as I’m standing here with my hands pressed against the shower tiles, I can feel my cock awaken again at the mere thought of seeing her today.

I may be, slightly, obsessed with Valerie Farina.

I’m at the office earlier than ever before, bright and early, energetic and not trying to conceal a raging boner behind my Tom Ford slacks.

“Good morning, Mr. Vitale.” A young female jumps from where she’s speaking to Fabio. He merely nods in my direction. He’s been pissy since I fired Alexa and I can’t tell if it’s because I fucked her, or because he’s upset he didn’t get to first.

In all honesty, I should fire the asshole for his lack of basic respect but more importantly, for how he treated Valerie on her first day

There it is again. The random need to help her. She’s somehow constantly on my mind. It’s been happening more and more often, I mean fuck, it’s happened the entire morning.

Valerie’s desk is empty as I expected, she usually only starts at 8 a.m. so she should be walking in rather soon.

It’s a big day, I have a meeting with Horatio and a few of his associates to discuss more details of what we can offer them, should they choose to invest. Adriano and Antonio are joining me in the meeting as well to go over some of the numbers.

Most of the morning passes in a blur, and I gather all the information I need for the meeting and liaise with a few of our other board members about the prospect. Most of them seem on board and excited about the new venture.