“Alex…” I gasped with uncertainty. No one had ever gone down on me. It was so… intimate. What if I didn’t like it? “We don’t have to…”
“Trust me, Liv.” He kissed the inside of my thigh. “I’ve wanted to do this for months.”
“Y-you have?”
“Mhmm.”
He’d been so patient, so who was I to deny him? Besides, I was just as curious about it as I was nervous.
I swallowed and forced myself to relax as his mouth inched closer to my center. His hot breath fanned over my core, making me shiver. And then he plunged in, his tongue lapping at my folds. I let out a soft moan, stunned by the pleasure that surged through me. I tugged at his hair with one hand while I tried to keep myself upright with the other.
He slid one finger inside me while he teased my clit with his skilled tongue. His strokes were slow and careful. I swear, his thoughtfulness of my inexperience made me wetter.
When I relaxed around his single digit, he added another. The way he curled his fingers inside me hit a spot that made me cry out and buck my hips. My vision blurred with pleasure.
“Holy shit! Alex, what was that? What did you do?”
He lifted his head to smirk at me. My inner muscles clenched with arousal at the sight of his lips glistening with my juices. “It seems I’ve found your g-spot.”
“Oh… right.” My face heated with the embarrassment of my inexperience. I was also amazed by his experience. Most guys our age couldn’t even find the clitoris. Just how many girls had Alex been with for him to be this good…? My rising jealousy was wiped away by pleasure.
He stroked the sweet spot again and my eyes rolled back. He didn’t let up, continuing to hit that spot over and over, each thrust sending waves of pleasure through my body. His tongue found my sensitive bud again and the dual stimulation drove me so high up the precipice of pleasure that I thought I’d never find my way back down.
I exploded with a scream that was sure to be heard if there was anyone else in the vicinity. They would know exactly who wrung that orgasm out of me too because it was Alex’s name that I screamed.
He lapped at me like a hungry cat and groaned, “I’ve thought about you coming in my mouth so many times. You taste so good.”
Oh, my God. I gawked at him as he kissed his way up my abdomen. As I continued to shake from my orgasm, I had to remind myself that we were the same age. A nineteen-year-old had no business possessing that kind of skill in the art of love-making, nor in the way he handled a relationship. He was… incredible.
“More, Alex…” I shamelessly begged, wrapping my legs around his waist as I reached between us to undo his belt.
He groaned. “We can’t, Liv.”
I stiffened. “What? Why?” I’d die if he admitted to not wanting me the way I wanted him.
“I didn’t expect this to happen. I have no protection.”
“Oh.” Relief coursed through me. “It’s okay. I started taking the pill days ago. I knew I wanted you to be my first tonight, and I’m certain that we’ll keep having sex so…”
Alex blinked and then shook his head. “Jesus, Liv. You planned to lose your virginity in detail? I thought I was getting somewhere with you woman, but you’re still a control freak.”
“Alex,” I admonished when I saw the laughter in his eyes. “Now is not the time to tease me about my flaws.”
“I love your flaws,” he murmured with a smile. Once again, my heart turned to mush.
I smiled back. “Besides, I trust you, so please don’t stop.”
His eyes softened, and I swore I saw adoration in them. He wasn’t one to hide his feelings. Without another word, he pulled me closer and freed himself. I let out a shaky breath, my body trembling with anticipation. Our gazes remained locked as he entered me slowly, giving me time to adjust. However, as he pushed deeper, I couldn’t stop the whimper that escaped me.
He froze. “I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay.” It was a mixture of pleasure and pain, but I wanted more. Soon, the discomfort disappeared. I started to move with him, our bodies finding a perfect rhythm. We started moving faster, chasing our release.
When he let out a string of expletives and his fingers tightened around my hips, I knew he was close. I was afraid he’d leave me behind, but he didn’t disappoint. He reached between us and found my clit. His sensuous strokes as he drove into me had me teetering on the edge.
The build up of tension in my core was almost unbearable. When it snapped, my entire world exploded into shards of lightning and pleasure. I clung to Alex, hoping he’d anchored me to the earth as I shook uncontrollably. My arms and legs tightened around him as he came and we just stood there for a while, our ragged breaths the only sound in the night. I gazed up at the sky to admire the tiny lights decorating it.
I had sex for the first time with my first love under the stars, and I had two mind-blowing orgasms. It was perfect.