Page 72 of Blinded By Love

“Hey. So what’s up? How have you been?” I ask, walking up to him.

“Good. Like I said, I’ve been busy,” he says, shrugging his shoulders. “So what I got from your dry responses is that you’re not interested?” Lucas raises an eyebrow at me.

I wince, feeling guilty all over again. “I’m sorry. I would still love to be friends. Only if you’re okay with that?”

Lucas nods his head, still smiling softly. “Yea of course.” He leans off the wall and walks a step closer to me. “Just tell me, is it because of Hayden?”

I lick my bottom lip, not knowing how to answer that because I can’t even answer that question for myself.

I don’t want to think of Hayden as anything. All I know is that he is someone who just won’t leave my head no matter how much I try to erase him.

Hayden creeps in my head like how a dream slowly creeps into a nightmare.

“I don’t know. I wish I could be honest and tell you the truth but I don’t even know the truth myself.”

Lucas nods his head lightly again. “I see.” I see his jaw ticking but other than that he doesn’t show anything else that shows he's mad or annoyed. “Well I hope you find what you’re looking for with him.” Lucas takes another step closer to me, this time way closer than I’m comfortable with but I don’t say anything. “Just be careful with him.” Lucas rests his hand on my shoulder. “He isn’t a good guy. He’s dangerous.”

I don’t say anything to that because what do I say?

I know in my heart that I will keep letting Hayden kiss me and touch me because for once in my life I feel seen and noticed. Hayden touches me like he truly sees me and that’s one of the best feelings in the world. I don’t wanna lose this feeling with him and it always makes me feel needy with how much I want him to stay or how much I want this thing to work out between us.

Lucas nods his head once more before letting go of me and walking away towards the parking lot.

I close my eyes and lean my head back.

Why does everything have to be so hard for me?

Hands grip my waist and I am suddenly against a wall. I open my eyes, a squeal comes out of my mouth when I see Hayden right in front of me. His hips are pressed against mine and his hands are griping my waist.

“What happened?”

I try to get his hands off me and push at his chest but he doesn’t budge. “Why does it matter to you? Last time I checked, my life isn’t any of your business.”

Hayden raises an eyebrow. “Really? Wanna bet?”

Before I can argue with him he smashes his lips onto mine aggressively.

Hayden doesn’t just kiss me, he devours me fully. He shows me I’m his in every way possible. He is possessive to a fault, I can tell with his kisses and grabs.

I can’t help but wonder how he fucks.

Especially when his lips lap mine, making me shudder against him. By the way I melt into him, it’s impossible to deny that he doesn’t affect me.

He is the only one who has ever made me feel like this.

Needy, desperate and so fucking high.

He brings one hand to my throat to hold and kisses me with passion and so much lust that I get dizzy. I kiss him back slowly and just as passionately, trying to keep up with his rough and demanding kisses.

His licks and bites and grunts, sending butterflies down my body and in between my thighs.

I don’t know why but hearing him groan or grunt makes me feel all tingly and excited.

I whimper when he removes his lips from mine. “Anyone who touches you, and I mean anyone, will pay. You’re mine and that means only I get to touch you. Got it? Good.”

Hayden presses another possessive kiss on my lips, squeezing my throat lightly before letting me go and wrapping an arm around my waist.

I’m glad he did that because I feel like I’m going to faint.

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