Page 69 of Blinded By Love

His finger presses against my throat making a sound escape from my mouth against his. He thrusts his tongue inside my mouth, sliding it against mine. I shiver in his arms, opening my mouth for him to do it again.

He smiles in the kiss and chuckles deeply, kissing me again and again until I feel like I’m going to faint.

The kiss is like the one in the closet, needy but also so forbidden as if we shouldn’t be kissing.

And kisses like the one he’s giving me right now is possibly one of the best kisses ever.

“I just never learn my lesson when it comes to you do I?” Hayden says, his lips hovering over mine so we’re breathing in each other’s mouth. It feels so intimate doing this with him. Sharing the same breath and just breathing into one another. I can’t help but love it. Hayden presses a quick, all consuming kiss to my mouth before letting go of me and grabbing my hand. “Let’s go.”

Thirty-Two

Hayden

The boundaries I’ve set for myself since Marco talked with me in his office are getting blurry and hard to see.

It seems like after I touched her, so many things have changed. It’s like I need to touch her. It’s not a want, it’s a need.

Touching her has been one of my new favorite things to do. I realized that after I took her to Chris’s car and gave her one last all consuming kiss before letting her go.

It’s been two days since then and I have forced myself not to text or call her.

I want to sneak into her room and do things to her that make her eyes glossy and filled with lust but I need to control myself. When it comes to Jaclyn, I’m all over the place. It’s like I’m growing addicted to her.

Every kiss, every touch, and every breath we share is like one in a million and I can’t fucking stop.

That’s what I can’t stop thinking as I watch her put her skates on while smiling and laughing with Natalia at one of the benches.

“You good?” I turn my head and see Kayden raising an eyebrow at me in a questioning manner.

He has been a clingy asshole, trying to get information out of me and also provoking me with Jaclyn.

I found out they hung out a few days ago and I swear I saw fucking red. Kayden said that he likes Jaclyn and how she knows some things about cars. I know he’s doing it to piss me off because that’s what we do. I piss him off by wanting to know what he’s doing all the time and making sure he isn’t always street racing when drunk while he likes getting under my skin by talking or flirting with Jaclyn.

Jaclyn is in her own world when it comes to everyone but me. She doesn’t notice Kayden flirting with her because she doesn’t think anything of it.

I know that because I know Jaclyn.

“I’m fine,” I say as I tie the laces of my skates.

“Yea, sure, it seems like it as you watch her like you want to eat her.” I look at Kayden and glare at him which makes him just chuckle and shake his head lightly. “See you on the floor.”

Kayden skates towards the rink. I finish tying up my other skate before standing up and going to the rink.

The song, “Softcore” by The Neighborhood is playing on the speakers as people sing the lyrics while skating around the rink.

Natalia thought it would be fun to all go roller skating together. I didn’t say no because I found myself wanting to get a chance to be around Jaclyn any way I can even though I’m supposed to stay away from her.

My eyes go to Max who is racing with a random guy on the rink. I hope he falls and causes other people to trip on him.

That’ll make my night 100% more enjoyable than just watching Jaclyn from across the room.

At the thought of Jaclyn my eyes go to her as she slowly gets onto the rink while holding onto the railing that is bolted against the wall.

I skate my way towards her, not caring that I am cutting people off as I make my way to her. Once I’m close enough to her I grab her waist in my hands and pull her into my chest.

“Hayden!” She flinches and turns around. She swats my chest and glares at me. “You scared me and almost made me fall.”

I smile down at her lightly in a teasing way. “You looked like you were going to fall without me being here.”

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