Page 20 of Blinded By Love

His knee forces my legs apart. My mouth opens with a gasp and his lips come down on mine. One of his hands holds onto my waist while the other grabs my neck. He pulls me closer until his lips fall on mine.

Kissing him feels like a sweet and deadly unity. His soft caresses on my waist and the way he tightens his hold on my neck makes me whimper in the kiss. Everywhere he’s touching me feels sensitive and like I can feel him everywhere on my body.

He dips his tongue in and glides it against mine. His knee is rubbing against my most delicate and sensitive part. I want to shamelessly grind against him but I know I would regret it. His heart is beating hard against mine but I don’t stop kissing him because this is quite possibly the best kiss I’ve ever had and I wish I can say I regret it but I don't.

I hate how much he kisses like a god.

He grunts in my mouth and I swallow it making him bite my bottom lip lightly. He pushes his body closer to mine to the point where not even a paper could slip between us. He’s exploring every centimeter of my mouth while I happily let him control it.

But then a knock sounds on the door ruining the moment.

“Fuck,” he grunts, his voice smooth and familiar.

He rips his lips off mine and his breath hits my mouth. My lips part as I breathe him in. I feel his lips graze mine but he doesn’t lean forward to connect our lips again. I feel him place my bag on my shoulder before saying, “Leave. Don’t play this stupid game anymore,” he says and his words give me chills.

I try desperately to ignore how his voice is familiar because I know he can’t kiss me like that.

There is no way there can be that much passion in that kiss he gave me.

I hear the door open before closing, leaving me alone in the dark again.

I take the blindfold off and my fingers can’t help but go to my lips, they are hot and plumped from the kiss. I keep myself from smiling before opening the door.

When I open the door my eyes go to where Hayden was sitting but his chair is empty.

“How was it, new girl?” the guy holding the bottle earlier asks.

I look away from where Hayden was sitting and look at the guy.

I give him a shy smile. “Fine, thank you.” I pass him, gripping the bandana in my hand as I leave the room, trying to erase his lips from mine and how his hands roamed my body without any shame.

It’s like he knew exactly who I was and where to touch me.

Nine

Jaclyn

That kiss was still on my mind since I left the party.

No matter how much I try to forget that night or the moment between us in the closet, I keep thinking about it.

I ended up going to the bathroom to splash water on my face and then I went back downstairs to Natalia and pretended everything was okay. She was with Max and she asked me how the game was before looking down at my lips. They were probably super plumped from how he practically assaulted my lips. I told her it was fine before asking where Hayden was. She told me that he left the party.

We danced for a little more with Max and when she started getting beyond drunk I decided it was a good time to leave. When we got to her apartment, Hayden wasn’t there, thank god. I didn’t feel like facing him, too embarrassed from that night’s events.

Right when I got home I took a shower and I hated how the spot between my legs was aching. I tried to forget his lips while showering but every time I closed my eyes, I felt him. I ended up putting his bandana on my desk, expecting to give it back to him when I saw him next, which I’m not looking forward to.

As I park my car, my phone starts ringing, making me look at the screen and see “Mom” pop up.

I roll my eyes and ignore the call.

She has been trying to call me for the past few days but I always send her calls to voicemail. She calls Calvin and Calvin is always telling me to answer her calls so she doesn’t call him but I don’t feel like talking to her.

I moved away so I could get a break from her. She manages to get in my head every now and then. Now that I’m without her it feels like I am missing something or someone to decide things for me because she controlled every aspect of my life.

Calvin said that I need to do what makes me happy and not listen to that little voice inside my head.

Easier said than done.

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