Page 14 of Dark Cravings

“Okay. I’m confused. If it was so amazing, what had you calling me at midnight begging me to come for coffee?”

“Well, I was kind of surprised that she asked me because I thought she was into Thomas. Didn’t make a whole lot of sense to me since neither of them is a sub.”

“Shelby is a s?—”

“A switch. Yes, I know that now,” I said miserably.

“Ohhh,” Raven said in understanding. “You didn’t know. You thought she was just a Domme. That explains your confusion. So what’s the problem? They both seem interested in you.”

“I don’t know if I can do it, Raven.”

“Do what exactly?”

“I don’t know if I can be with two people! I mean, how did you decide?”

“I can barely remember a time when I didn’t want both Seb and Chase. The two of them pursued me so enthusiastically, I never questioned being with them both. That’s not to say I didn’t have my concerns, though. I was worried about what other people were going to think. Is that what you’re worried about?”

“I suppose that’s part of it but, more than that, I don’t know if I can share. I mean, would we always play together or would we mix it up and play one on one? Could I be Dommed by two? Could I be a second sub?”

“Okay, slow down, Kenley. You’re getting yourself in a panic. No one can answer your first question but you. What are your concerns about sharing?”

“What if I get jealous? What if it’s too hard submitting to them both?”

“You aren’t going to know unless you try it but it sounds like you need to be having a long conversation with both of them before you come to any conclusions. You don’t even know what role Shelby would want to play or if they even want to share.”

“I know she wants to share. She told me last night. I don’t know about Thomas. I’d wanted to play again until she said she wanted us both.”

“Well, that explains her shitty mood. Maybe she thought you knew already?”

“Maybe. I don’t know what to do, Raven.

“Give me your phone.”

“Umm, okay?” I said, passing it to her.

She messed around with it for a minute and then passed it back.

“I started a group chat with Shelby and Thomas,” she grinned. “Someone is answering you right now.”

“Raven!!”

“Seriously, girl. You need to talk to them. It’s the only way you’re even going to know if you need to be worrying about this.”

I narrowed my eyes at her, stopping only when my phone pinged with a couple of messages.

Thomas: Hey, Kenley!

Shelby: Is everything okay?

Kenley: Raven totally hijacked my phone

Shelby: That totally sounds like a Raven thing LOL. Say hi for me.

Thomas: Yup, she’s a shit disturber like that. So, what’s up?

Kenley: I was wondering if maybe you guys would like to meet me for a drink.

Shelby: Sure, I’ll be at the club tonight.

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