Page 63 of What Angels Fear

“Hmm. Perhaps. Yet Rachel York’s reticule had also been searched, if you’ll remember.” Lovejoy pushed to his feet, his knees creaking. “I wonder,” he said, half to himself. “I wonder...”

There was something peculiarly soothing about the sight and sound of a fire. Kat Boleyn sat with her feet curled up beneath her, her head tipped back against the silk upholstery of her drawing room sofa, her gaze on the flickering flames before her as she listened to the voice of the man she’d once loved telling her about his visit to St. Jude’s Foundling Home.

And about Mary Grant.

“It’s not your fault,” Kat said when Devlin had finished and fell silent beside her. “It’s not your fault that he got to her first.”

“No. I know it’s not,” he said, his gaze on the fire.

“In a way, you’re this killer’s victim, too.”

“I know it’s not my fault,” he said again.

“But you’re still feeling guilty.”

He looked up to meet her gaze. A hint of a wry smile touched his lips, then faded as he sucked in a deep breath. “I suppose because in some way I can’t begin to understand, this all has to do with me. I keep circling around it, catching glimpses of it, but I can’t seem to grasp it. And in the meantime, these women are dying.”

She touched his shoulder and he turned toward her, his fingers digging into her arm as he buried his face against her breasts. She felt a shudder rip through him, then he lay still.

Disturbed by the tumult of her own feelings, she touched her hand, lightly, to his hair, just above the nape of his neck. “It’s odd, isn’t it?” she said quietly. “All those years Rachel went every Monday afternoon to St. Jude’s, and I never knew about it.”

He shifted so that his cheek lay against the bare flesh of her chest where it showed above the bodice of her gown, and his hand rested high on her stomach. “She was with child. Did you know?”

Kat’s fingers stilled in his hair. “No. I didn’t know. It happens sometimes. Even when one is careful.”

The tip of his finger traced a delicate pattern against the thin silk of her gown, spreading a warm glow that seemed to start from deep within her. And she marveled at the effect this man’s touch could have on her. Even when she didn’t want it to. Even when she tried to steel herself against it.

He said, “The Reverend Finley seems to think she was in love with someone.”

Kat’s hand closed over his, stopping that slow, seductive motion. “You think she was killed because of the baby?”

“Perhaps. But it doesn’t explain the rape. Or what was done to Mary Grant.” He lifted his head to look at her. “How well do you know Lord Frederick?”

As a friend of the Prince of Wales, Lord Frederick was a frequent guest at the kind of functions to which women like Kat were invited. She supposed she probably knew the man better than Devlin, who wasn’t of that set and had spent so many years out of the country besides. She linked her fingers with Sebastian’s, although even that simple touch filled her with a confusion of feelings she didn’t want and didn’t need.

“I wouldn’t have said he’s capable of that kind of violence,” she said after a moment’s thought. “In fact, I’d say he’s one of those rare men who actually likes women, if you know what I mean? The kind who enjoys women’s company, who likes talking to them about things such as fashion and music and art. He has a daughter, Elizabeth, who married the Earl of Southwick’s eldest son just last month. You can tell by the look on his face whenever he talks about her how much he adores her.”

“She’s his only child, isn’t she?”

Kat nodded. “His wife died almost fifteen years ago, but in all that time, he’s never remarried, never set up a mistress.”

“And yet he suddenly drifts into a casual liaison with a woman who just might be passing information to the French? It doesn’t make sense.” He propped himself up on one elbow so that he could draw a heavy paper from the inner pocket of his coat and hand it to her. “Is this Rachel York’s handwriting?”

Kat found herself holding an envelope, a blue envelope with the words Lord Frederick Fairchild written across it in Leo Pierrepont’s bold scrawl.

“No,” she said, handing the envelope back to Sebastian and meeting his gaze squarely. “At least, I don’t think so. I don’t recognize it.”

He tucked the envelope away.

“Where did you get it?” she asked.

“I found it in Mary Grant’s rooms.”

“Empty?”

“Yes.”

He ducked his head, his lips brushing the tender flesh just below her collarbone, his hands going aroving to all the secret places that made her heart race and her breath catch. All the places he had discovered so long ago and apparently not forgotten.

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