Page 58 of Whiskey Neat

My cock immediately hardens as Indy nuzzles my neck, drawing soft moans from me as his stubble scratches across my skin. He kisses his way down my chest and then back up again before he takes the bodywash and pours some into his hands.

“Your skin is like flower petals,” he says, rubbing the bodywash on my chest. “Flawless. Pretty.”

“Thank you.”

Indy’s hands glide over me, washing every part of me. It’s the sandalwood scent I caught earlier, and combined with the steam, it’s making for an indulgent experience.

“Turn around,” Indy commands, his voice deep and slightly hoarse.

I do as I’m told, bracing my hands on the tile wall. Indy washes my back and my crack, then pulls me under the spray again. Before I can turn around though, he’s on his knees, licking my crease and drawing needy moans from me.

The more he laps at my hole, the more repressed desire rises to the surface. I fight it back though. There’s no way I’m ruining this with Indy by giving in to all the habits that have driven every other man from my bed.

With far too much ease, Indy twists me around with one hand on my hip and goes to town on my dick, sucking and swallowing around my length like he’s aiming for a trophy. I pant and twist my fingers in his hair, pumping my hips to fuck his mouth. He lifts his eyes to me, and my heart skips a fucking beat. Indy is gorgeous, yes, but the look in his eyes, with my cock in his mouth, is something I’ll never forget. He looks like he’s loving every minute of this, and dammit, I might believe him.

He pops off just long enough to drag his tongue over my sac and bite my thigh before returning to sucking my soul out through my dick. I’m writhing now, searching for somewhere to put my hands, but the only place that makes sense is Indy’s shoulders as I barrel towards my second epic orgasm of the day.

“Indy,” I moan. “Oh fuck, Indy.”

He slides me even farther down his throat and the sensation pushes me over the edge. I whimper as waves of pleasure crash into me. My body tingles and shivers from the intensity of it, leaving my knees shaking and my breath ragged.

Indy guides me to sit on the small built-in bench while he washes himself down quickly and shuts the water off. I’m still catching my breath as he offers me a towel and effortlessly scoops me off my feet, carrying me to his bed.

I’m on the edge of an emotional break as he collapses beside me with only a towel around his waist.

“Let me catch my breath and then I can take care of you.”

Indy huffs a laugh. “I’m taken care of, babe. I needed another taste of you and I got it.”

“But… what about you?”

He pulls his towel open, revealing a half-hard cock that twitches but nothing else. “Downside of dating a guy who’s forty. I only have one hard orgasm a night in me.”

Confusion washes over me. “You blew me because…?”

“Because I wanted to, gorgeous. If I could walk around with your dick in my mouth, I would.”

I let that statement settle over me for a minute. He wanted to? Without expecting anything in return? Is he even real?

“What’s wrong? Not used to a guy so into you he can’t get enough?”

Swallowing hard, I roll onto my side and bury my face in his armpit. He doesn’t push for an answer, instead he just rubs my back.

“It’s new for me too,” he says softly, making my stomach flip.

“You don’t have to say stuff like that, Indy. I’m a sure thing.”

He chuckles, reaching down to pinch my butt. “Yeah, okay, I’m talking shit to get into the pants you’re not even wearing right now.”

I search my brain for a witty response, but I’ve got nothing.

“It’s cool, sweet thing,” he says. “Keep your guard up if it makes you feel safe. Just keep letting me touch you and I’m good.”

What do I say to that? Could I tell him why I’m so weird about all of this? Would he care? Would he understand? But more importantly, would he use it to hurt me later? How do I find out without risking my heart?

Indy kisses the top of my head. “Stay?”

Oh no. Sleeping with a man is my downfall. I’ll start imagining all kinds of things that aren’t true. Gah. I want to so bad.