Page 98 of The Pact

“Ash,” she says softly, “this is exactly why I want you and the others. You make me feel beautiful and you make me feel free.”

I spin her around in my arms and kiss her hard as my hands play with her tits. Her eyes are closed, her head tipped slightly back to give me full access to her mouth.

She rubs my growing erection and when she starts undoing my slacks, I lower her dress, making it slide to the floor where it pools at her feet.

We never stop kissing as she makes quick work of my tux jacket, my shirt, my underwear.

I groan into her mouth when she hugs me tight, smashing her chest against mine. Her skin is the softest, smoothest thing I’ve ever felt.

“I want you, Ash,” she murmurs against my lips.

“What do you want? Anything you want, cutie. It’s yours. I want to make you feel good.”

Her answer surprises me. “I want you inside me. I want you to fuck me, Ashton.”

My hands go down to her buttocks, squeezing her flesh and pulling her closer to me, flush against my crotch. My cock pulses with need and I want her so fucking much that it’s hard to breathe. She’s still wearing her pink lace panties and I’m glad that’s the case. It’s one last layer that ensures that she’s sure before I take something that she can give only once.

I don’t give a fuck about our game right now, even though I know that if she gives me her first time, that’s a massive score. “Ausra, are you sure?”

She bites on my bottom lip, curling one of her legs around my hip. The contact between my cock and the lace of her panties feels good and I have to fight my natural impatience because I don’t want her to make a mistake.

“I’m sure. I want you to fuck me.”

She hasn’t had anything to drink, so I have no reason to doubt her words. Except maybe one.

My dick is screaming at me for being a moron and questioning her choice but I care too much about her not to want to protect her. Even from me or from herself. “Are you sure that you aren’t doing this just to get back at your father?”

She laughs softly against my lips. “Yeah, I’m sure. I’ve been sure since the other day. When you sat on that fish.”

I chuckle. “Fuck, don’t remind me. Why since then? Was me being a total idiot and getting stung in a few feet of water what sealed the deal?”

She laughs, the mood between us suddenly lighter. “No. That wasn’t your fault and it was scary. But no. It was right before that. Because of how you helped me when I was hungover. You guys are all gorgeous and I’m attracted to all of you. But the way you took care of me told me that I wanted to you to be my first. Honestly though, it’s also a little bit to get back at my father. Is that ok?”

I smile, lifting her up and carrying her to the bed as she wraps her thighs against my hips. “That isn’t a deal breaker. As long as it isn’t the only reason.”

Her lips hover over mine as we crash on my mattress. “I stopped letting my father be the reason behind my choices a long time ago, Ash. But I don’t want to lie, sometimes I still hear his voice in my head, telling me that what I want is bad. I don’t know if it’ll ever go away. But I want you because I like you. And I like me when I’m with you.”

And that fucking settles it.

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Ausra

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ADMITTING MY DESIRE for him is the scariest thing I’ve ever done. What if he rejects me? What if I’m too weird? What if my father damaged me so much that I can only be attracted to men who are equally damaged?

Because I’ve never had a shred of a doubt that beyond the hot bodies, the trophies and the popularity, these guys are just as damaged as I am.

I see it in their eyes, in their smiles.

But now isn’t the time to analyze things. The other reason why I’m so attracted to them is that even with all the cracks in their shiny exteriors, they manage to be free.

Ashton flips me over, hovering over my body with his larger frame, careful not to crush me as his hands and lips explore every inch of my body.

He touches me slowly and reverently and he places open mouthed kisses everywhere he can reach. He takes his time traveling down my neck and reaching my chest. He closes his mouth around one of my erect nipples flicking his tongue around it and sucking it. An onslaught of sensation spreads everywhere like a wildfire, making me throb and burn.

The space between my legs feels on fire as Ashton’s mouth reaches the flat expanse of my stomach, kissing his way down. I already know how good he can make me feel with his talented mouth and I’m getting more and more turned on by the second.

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