Me: We had a fight.
April: What kind of fight?
Summer: Screaming? Yelling? DID THAT SALTY BASTARD LAY A HAND ON YOU?
Me: No, no. He thinks Matilda can stay here, and I know she can’t. He doesn’t want to give up his place. I think Matilda and I aren’t worth it.
Summer. SALTY BASTARD.
April: Oh, honey. Are you sure? Go talk to him. Maybe he’s upset too.
Summer: AND CARRY A BAT.
Me: Matilda likes him better, to boot.
Summer: Uggh, the pregnancy flip. Shoot. Will she let you touch her?
Me: She wouldn’t earlier. I will try again.
Summer: Bring her an apple. She can’t resist an apple.
Me: Let me see what’s happening in the apartment.
I quietly open the door and listen.
There are no sounds in the apartment.
I pass the open door of the green room, crowded with boxes and baby things.
I tiptoe to the living room, not sure what I’ll find.
But no one’s there.
Matilda’s on the balcony. There’s a new wire mesh liner attached to the railing to prevent anything from falling beyond the edge.
So that’s what he’s been up to.
I stand at the glass door, watching Matilda sleep. This is a real problem. She needs to forage, to get a variety of leaves and sticks and nutrients. She can’t give birth here. And where could we find a vet for a goat in the city if there’s an emergency? We need to be near farms, places with the support we might need.
I turn away and head to Court’s bedroom. But when I get to his door, it’s clear he isn’t there.
Where did he go?
I head to my phone and realize there’s a sticky note taped to the outside of the guest room door.
Off to play basketball with my cousin.
I text Summer and April.
Me: He left to play basketball.
Summer: That salty bastard!
April: That’s good. You both need a moment to think things over.
Summer: You should go home. What do your parents think about you shacking up with a salty bastard?
April: She doesn’t talk to them.