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Insulin pump

Diabetes alert dog

Cocker spaniel named Gigi

Sunscreen!

Dress size 6

Look up something called curly girl method?

Buy her panties to replace the ones I ripped (beige thong)

Always order the dessert (chocolate when available)

I read through the list again, trying to reconcile it in my brain.

“You have a whole list of stuff about me?”

“Things I wanted to remember, yeah.”

My vision blurs as I stare at the screen some more. I didn’t realize he’d been paying this close attention. No one has ever paid this much attention to me. After six years, Spencer still ordered me red wine.

I look up at him, hating that a tear hits my cheek. “You really like me that much?”

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