Page 27 of These Dangerous Fates

He stops me with his hands on my thighs. “Don’t do that.” His words are low and filled with lust. “Don’t hide yourself. You are fucking perfect.”

Looking into his eyes, I remind myself who I’m with. Cade. This is Cade and he’s done nothing to hurt me. In fact, he’s done the exact opposite. He’s made me experience something I haven’t in years. I don’t want him to stop. I want to keep feeling.

I relax my body as much as I can, and Cade takes that as a sign to keep going. Slowly, he trails his fingers along the inside of my thigh. It’s terrifying and exciting all at once. The closer his fingers get to my center, the more the anticipation builds. My legs are trembling, and my heart is pounding in my chest when he finally slides a finger through my folds. His touch is so different from Sam’s. He’s gentle while still giving enough pressure to turn me on. Any uneasiness I may have had disappears as he pushes one finger inside me.

My head falls back on the pillows and I breathe through the pleasure Cade is giving me. The wet sound of his finger sliding in and out is erotic as fuck. I never got wet for Sam. He always had to use lube. In the past two years, I don’t think I’ve ever been wet. I appreciated looking at guys, but I would never let myself feel anything deeper. It was always a moot point.

But this … this is pure pleasure.

My gaze slides to the right, toward Malakai. For a moment, I tense, unsure how I should feel about someone watching this, but that fear quickly evaporates. Sitting in a chair with pants pulled down to his thighs, Malakai’s gaze is glued to Cade’s finger and what he’s doing to me. My inner muscles clench at the sight of him lazily stroking up and down his cock, the tip glistening in the lamplight. It’s surreal to think these guys are turned on by me, and that realization eases my discomfort at having someone watch.

Cade follows my gaze, and he smiles darkly. “I think Kai is enjoying this. How about you, love? Are you enjoying it?” He punctuates his question by adding a second finger.

My hips lift, desperate to meet his thrusting fingers. “Yes,” I breathe. “Please, Cade. Please don’t stop.” I need him to keep going.

It's been forever since I’ve actually enjoyed any kind of pleasure. I never even touched myself. It was always too much of a trigger. Now, there is an ache between my legs that I need taken care of. Cade has pulled me from my fear, at least for this moment, and given me everything I’ve ever needed.

“I like when you beg, Ellis.”

I moan again when he says my name, all deep and throaty like that. With my eyes squeezed shut, I’m not prepared when he removes his fingers just before he licks up my center, all the way to my clit. Lightning shoots through my veins, and I grab Cade’s head on instinct, trying to push him harder against me.

“Uh uh, I’m in charge here,” he says, words muffled with his face buried between my legs.

Looking down and seeing his head between my thighs, violet eyes meeting mine, is an image I’m not soon to forget. He smirks, like he knows exactly what thought just went through my head. With a roguish wink, he goes back to work. Licking and sucking and lapping at me like a starving man.

“You taste divine, love,” he growls.

I’m writhing on the bed and my thighs are quivering when I glance at Malakai and see him stroking the length of his cock, twisting his wrist at the tip. The light catches the underside of his dick, and I realize he has piercings all along the length. Holy shit. What would that feel like inside me?

There is nothing lazy about Malakai’s movements now. His gaze is locked on what Cade is doing with his mouth, and he reaches between his legs with his free hand and grips his balls. With a groan, he comes all over his chest, his hand working his cock until there is nothing left.

The sight pushes me to the edge, and Cade’s tongue rubbing my clit throws me over. There is no room in my head for anything except the pleasure roaring through my body. I toss my head back and squeeze Cade’s head between my shaking thighs as I come. He draws every last rolling wave of ecstasy out of me. When I eventually still, my breathing uneven, he looks at me with his mouth and chin glistening with my orgasm. His eyes are shining so brightly, with so much emotion, and it hits me right in the chest.

“That was so fucking hot,” Malakai groans.

I’m not going to lie, I think I agree. I’ve never done something like this with an audience. And watching him watch me, seeing how turned on he was? It was a powerful feeling. One I’ve never felt before. I’m so weightless, my mind so happily dazed, the fact I just had an orgasm for the first time in a really long time barely registers. I let someone touch me, and instead of pain, my body felt immense pleasure. The thought is enough to pull me out of my post-orgasm bliss.

Cade crawls up my body and kisses me deeply, and I can taste myself on his lips. It’s hotter than I thought it would be. Thinking I need to do something for the hardness currently pushing against my thigh, I reach down to grab Cade but he stops me with a gentle grip on my wrist.

“This was about you, love,” he says, brushing a sweaty curl from my forehead.

“But what about you?” I ask, suddenly unsure. Sex has always been about the other person. Sam couldn’t have cared less about my pleasure. As long as he got off, he was happy. If I cried, it only made him happier.

Cade gives me a wicked grin and turns to look at Malakai. “Kai can take care of me. Right?”

“Fuck.” Malakai jumps up and prowls to the bed. “Yeah, I can.”

Cade lays down next to me and I watch in fascination as Malakai crawls up the bed to hover over Cade. He isn’t going to do what I think he is, is he? Yep, he sure is. Malakai leans down and roughly kisses Cade. As their tongues clash, Cade grabs Malakai’s hair and tugs. The deep groan that Malakai emits makes me squeeze my legs together, somehow already turning me on again.

Malakai breaks away and glances at me with a wicked look. “I can taste you on his tongue.” He licks his lips and smiles. “Fucking delicious.”

My mouth dries out at his words. Why was that so hot? Malakai tugs Cade’s sweatpants down, freeing his rock hard erection. What is it with these guys and having such gloriously thick cocks? I bite my lip as Malakai wraps his hand around Cade’s dick and slowly pumps up and down.

Cade leans his head back against the pillows and closes his eyes. My eyes are glued to Malakai as he licks up the length of Cade’s cock. It twitches, and Malakai smirks, his eyes never leaving mine. I’m helpless to break eye contact as Malakai opens his mouth and sucks Cade’s length as deep as he can go.

“Fuck,” Cade groans and lifts his hips, seeking more contact.

Malakai places a hand on Cade’s lower belly to hold him in place. He picks up his pace, licking and sucking, taking Cade until he is gagging. All the while, Malakai’s eyes never leave mine. It’s so fucking hot to watch and my belly flutters.

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