Page 57 of The Doctor's Truth

No. Donovan gets me what he knows I’ll want.

It’s a small, silver vibrator.

I pick it out of the velvet-cased box. I’ve become something of a connoisseur of vibrators—rabbit vibrators, bullet vibrators, butterfly vibrators—and this one seems simple enough. The surface is metallic, smooth, and I know from experience that it’ll slide well once it’s wet.

The top screws off, so I untwist it and check—yep, he’s already installed batteries. Bless him. According to the instructions, it’s also waterproof. Doubly blessed.

There’s a discreet black button on the top of it, and I turn it on.

Immediately, my nipples go tight underneath my shirt.

Holy cow, the vibrations are powerful. I press it to the tip of my finger, and it makes my whole hand tremble.

Already, I feel my panties grow damp at the prospect of playing with this.

It has been a long time since I’ve indulged in some me time…

And I do have the night to myself…so what’s stopping me?

Fuck it.

I throw out the wrapping and tuck the vibrator into my pocket. I take my glass of wine and go upstairs into my room and into the bathroom.

I lock the door and draw a bath.

I’m my own best boyfriend. You’ve had a long day, Kenzi…you deserve a hot bath, a glass of wine, and an earth-shattering orgasm.

I get out of my clothes, drop them in the hamper, and adorn a fluffy robe instead as the water goes. I turn Pandora on on my phone, low, to a chill, bluesy station. There’s a small side table, and I carry it over to the bathtub, prepping. On the table sits my phone/radio, my glass of red, and my shiny new silver friend.

I let the claw-foot tub fill up until water is trickling into the spillway.

When I step in and ease myself into the tub, the water is almost too hot. I have to slowly lower myself into it, and my skin tingles at the change from the winter-cold to the steamy bath. I let my body adjust, loving the steam on my face, the way the water melts the ache from my shoulder blades and lower back.

I lean my back against the tub, close my eyes, and exhale a deep sigh. My breasts rise slightly out of the water, and so do my knees when I part them. I don’t need to warm up, but I tease myself anyway, drawing my fingertips over my pebbled nipples. I dip my hand under the water, over the softness of my belly, the small patch of hair between my legs. When I finally reach my core, I can feel how swollen my nether lips are already.

Water drips from my fingers and onto the side table as I pick up the vibrator. I dip it underneath the water and press it between my thighs, teasing myself a little. The metal slides effortlessly against the slipperiness between my lips.

I close my eyes. My thoughts drift to the ferry ride. Jason’s hands on my hips. The curve of his grin. The way he looked at me like I was his entire world.

I click the button, and immediately my toy jumps to life. I gasp as the powerful vibrations rocket through me. I click the button again and find that it has different speeds—slow, medium, and fast.

God bless you, Donovan.

I leave it on the slow speed at first, letting my body get used to it.

Already, it’s making my toes curl. I forgot just how wonderfully good this felt.

My legs lock, and I turn it up a speed. I swallow back a moan as pleasure lashes through me.

My cunt is raw and sensitive, and when I slip the vibrator inside me, the sensation is so good, it’s almost painful. I jerk and have to bite my lip to keep from crying out.

My fantasies are running wild. In my mind, I’m back in the dark, shadowed dance floor of my favorite club in London. Except Jason is there. We’re dancing. Swaying together.

Between the crowd of bodies, I imagine Jason slipping his hand between my legs. I imagine he tells me how much it turns him on to turn me on, as his finger crooks deep inside of me and he fingers me, right there on the dance floor.

I’m soaking the vibrator, and it’s hard to get any friction now as it slides inside me. I trace it up my slit, and the rounded tip nuzzles directly against my swollen clit.

Then I test fate and turn it up. High speed.

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