She cries out into my mouth, and her sex clenches around me tightly, followed by quick pulses. She rides out her orgasm, rocking in my lap, moaning softly. I lift my hips to meet hers, and when I let myself go, it feels like an afterthought.
The trust in her eyes. The moans from her lips. Those are the moments I savor. My orgasm feels almost secondary.
She clicks the vibrator off, tosses it to the mattress, and pants. Those green eyes of hers look hazy, like she just woke up from a great dream. She grins.
“God. You’re good at that.”
“You’re a vision,” I tell her.
There’s a moment between us. I’m still inside of her, and she’s wrapped up against me, and we practically share the same body like this. I feel spilled open.
“I love you,” I tell her. It just comes out.
Kenzi looks down at me, and her eyebrows knit, like I’m speaking a different language. She opens her mouth, but—
Then we both hear the front door unlock, and Otto’s small feet racing inside.
“Shit!” Kenzi says under her breath. In a second, she jumps off me and grabs her clothes, yanking them on. I follow suit.
“You have to go,” Kenzi says. “They can’t see you here.”
“Your mom knows about me, right?” Kenzi gives me a look, and that’s all the answer I need. “Ah. You want me to hide in the closet or something?”
Kenzi’s eyes flit to the window, then back to me. Her mouth in an apologetic grimace.
“Seriously?” I ask.
“I’m so sorry…I just…this isn’t a conversation I want to have with Otto, you know?”
As if on cue, the kid starts calling out, “Mum?”
“Go,” Kenzi says, her voice urgent.
Copy that. I open up the window. My jacket it downstairs, but—c’est la vie, I guess it’s taking one for the team. I’m halfway on the tree branch, halfway in her window, when I glance back and add, “I’ll climb out the window. One condition.”
“What?”
“Come to my parents dinner this weekend?”
“Yes!” she says, exasperated. “Fine! Now leave!”
“Sweet.” I wink. “See you later.”
And then I drop, shimmying down the tree. My car is parked across the street, so I slide into it and warm it up.
I got up and out of there so fast, my condom is still clinging to me. Awkwardly, I reach into my pants, snap it off, and put it…where?
There’s an old coffee cup sitting in the console. Sure.
A minute ago, I was telling Kenzi I loved her. Now, I’m stashing used condoms in coffee mugs.
Life is weird.
I’m about to peel out when I see through her window—Kenzi has made it downstairs. She scoops Otto up, and the kid laughs in her arms.
The sight warms me, like taking a sip of hot cider on a snowy day. She’s a good mom.
I might’ve told her on an impulse, but I realize now that I meant it. I really do love this woman. I want to be part of that picture. Me, Kenzi, Otto, Donovan. One big happy family. It could work, right? Why not?