I didn’t expect to like it so much.
We showered in silence. I got out first, leaving him to his thoughts. I put my boxers back on and got into bed, thinking we’d talk some more when he joined me, but that didn’t happen.
I slept deeper than I have in weeks.
And now it’s morning.
I roll over to check his side of the bed. It feels larger than usual, the Phoebe-shaped void filling the space between us.
Us. Me and Max. Max and me.
He’s lying on his back, his eyes open on the ceiling.
“Hey,” I say, turning onto my side to face him.
Max swallows. “Hey,” he says, his eyes never leaving the ceiling.
I hope for him to say something more, but he stays quiet.
I clear my dry throat. “You sleep well?” I ask, filling the silence.
“Uh… yeah,” he says. “Like a baby.”
“Yeah. Me, too.” Still, he doesn’t look at me. “Max, are you okay?”
He blinks. He swallows.
“Max.”
Finally, he looks at me with a brief smile. “Yeah,” he answers. “I’m more than okay.”
I exhale with relief as I sit up. “Good.”
“Are you?” he asks me.
“Uh…” I chuckle at the bottle of Jack on my nightstand. “Yeah. A little light-headed, but fine.”
“Good.”
I move to stand up.
“Thad,” Max says, making me pause. “Thank you.”
I settle, turning back toward him.
“Last night…” He takes a breath. “It meant a lot to me. I can’t find the words to be more specific than that right now, but… I want you to know that.”
I shift toward the center of the bed. “I know what you mean,” I say.
Max looks at me, curious. “Yeah?”
I nod. “Maybe one of these days, I’ll write a poem about it, but…” I chuckle. “Not today.”
He turns onto his side to face me. “You don’t regret it?”
“Me? No.” I shake my head. “I don’t regret time between the sheets, you know that.”
His gaze falls to my bare chest. Only for a second, but it’s enough to make my cock quiver.