Fuck, I’m in trouble.
Words fall to pieces on my tongue. I can say only vowels now as wave after wave of vibrations turn my body to jelly.
“Say it,” I hear over me.
I come again. And again.
“Say it, and I’ll stop.”
I squirt onto his thighs. I come again. Probably.
“Thad—” I gasp.
He raises the vibrator an inch off my clit. “Yes, my love?” he asks.
“Thad…”
“Yes?”
He moves it within a centimeter, and I jolt.
“Thaddy,” I say, moaning it for him.
Thad smiles as he turns the vibrator off. “Was that so hard?”
He leans down and kisses me softly. In a moment, he unlatches my wrists and I touch him. I feel down his body. His thick arms and toned abs. My Thad. My beautiful and filthy blue-eyed boyfriend.
I kiss him, still trembling from that string of Os.
Thad chuckles. “Someone’s happy.”
I nod. “Uh-huh.”
He wraps his arms around me, and I pull him closer.
Chapter Thirteen
Phoebe
I tie my robe and take a quiet step away from the bed. Thad is out cold on his side with one arm stretched out toward the middle — reaching for me.
But Max’s side is just cold.
I tiptoe into the hallway. My slippers whisper across the hardwood floor, softly creaking the stairs of our brownstone home as I make my way down to the first floor.
It’s dark and quiet, but I detect the light tap of fingers on laptop keys in the living room. I follow the sound and the lone lamplight of the room until I catch sight of him on the couch.
My Max. My dream guy.
His back is to me. He sits with his laptop open on his knees and a pair of headphones over his ears. I linger in the alcove for a moment to admire him. He’s always been so concentrated, so focused. I’ve always loved that about him. He walked out on his father’s company back home in Los Angeles — his legacy by birthright — to come to New York City with me. He paved his own path, became his own man.
My heart flutters.
I walk up behind him, catching the attention of our dog resting at his feet, Stinky. She raises her brown head and blinks her tired eyes. I bring a finger to my mouth, telling her to remain quiet. She makes no noise as Max absently reaches out and scratches her behind the ear.
I touch his shoulder, and he flinches.
“Phoebe,” he says with an instant smile.