Page 50 of Big Knot Energy (Shadowverse)

I wished more than anything I could give him everything, including allowing him to knot me, to lock us together until his knot deflated. But my experiences with an alpha’s knot weren’t exactly something I looked back on fondly.

Ax’s beautiful blue-green eyes were on my face, so many emotions flittering through them even as his pupils remained blown with lust. I had no fear he would lose himself to rut and hurt me. I trusted him. I trusted all three of my alphas more than I had ever trusted another living soul.

“I love you,” he breathed out as he began to pump his hips in a slow, deep rhythm, rubbing all the right spots until my breath was once again frozen in my lungs. “I’ve loved you this whole time.”

His words held so much emotion I felt tears burn the backs of my eyes.

There was a part of me that had known all along how Ax felt about me, how they all felt about me. But another part, the louder and bigger part, didn’t believe I was worth an alpha’s love and devotion. I was nothing but a beta. In my family, a beta couldn’t exactly be used as a bargaining chip to climb the ladder or gain more power. Not that that had stopped my fathers and mother from arranging packs for all five of their beta children, not just their one omega daughter.

“I love you, too,” I whispered back.

He lowered his head and pressed a kiss to my lips before pulling back, his face barely a breath from mine. “Are you sure?”

Was I sure about the mark. Was I sure about being bonded to him. I knew exactly what he was asking without him voicing the words.

I couldn’t think of a single moment in my life I had been surerabout anything as I was about believing these three truly saw me astheirbeta,theirmate.

“Bite me, Ax. Bond me to you. Make me pack.”

“You’re pack with or without my mark, baby girl. Please know that.”

I raised my head to stop anything else he might say with my lips. Pulling back, I cupped his face in both my hands, my gaze bouncing between his. “I want nothing more than to proudly display mytruealpha’s mark. I want to be bonded to the three of you.” A wry smile tugged up one side of my mouth. “That way, you can never get rid of me.”

A heart melting smile lit up his beautifully rugged face. His thrusts became faster, harder, tearing more moans from my mouth as his purr rumbled against my chest. He was barely holding his weight off me on his elbows, his forearms framing my head as he continued to stare into my face.

“I’m going to make you come all over my cock and then I’m going to show you how fucking much I’ve wanted you. You’re mine, Issa. You’re ours.”

Widening his knees, he forced my legs open wider, giving him room to slam into me harder, faster, deeper. Within seconds, another orgasm built and slammed into me like a fucking bulldozer. I screamed out his name and squeezed my eyes shut as wave after wave of the most delicious tingles rippled through my body, and I swore my body was seconds away from catching on fire and burning the bed below us.

Ax’s body hovered over mine, his chest pressing against mine as he continued to thrust into me. His lips brushed along the ugly ragged mark Antonio had forced on me a second before he slowly bit down, his teeth breaking through the flesh and sending my body soaring into a fourth orgasm of the night.

By the time he pulled his teeth free and slammed his cock into me until his muscles went taut, his eyes squeezed shut, and he grunted with his own release, my body felt as though my bones had turned to jelly. I couldn’t have stood if my life depended on it.

His tongue was soft and warm as he lapped at the blood seeping from the puncture marks on my shoulder. It would take a few days to heal, and his bite didn’t quite cover Antonio’s, but already, I could feel Ax blooming to life in my chest.

His presence was like the sun – fiery and bright. It warmed me emotionally and physically and, if my body wasn’t so tired from how many times I’d come in the past two hours, I might have rolled him onto his back and ridden him until we both forgot our own damn names.

No wonder he was always flirting – it was like his very presence inside me was yet a new erogenous zone, as though he was a walking, talking aphrodisiac.

He was still inside me, his knot nudged against my opening, but he didn’t push for more, just gently tended to his mark.

“I can feel you,” he whispered, his breath warm against my torn flesh.

“I can feel you, too,” I whispered back, running my fingers through his shoulder length hair, carefully working out a few tangles as he purred in contentment.

No. That wasn’t the right word. I could feel his beaming joy and warm affection down the invisible thread in my chest tying us together.

“Where are Enzo and Cyrus?” I asked when he pulled from me and shifted some of his weight off my torso while resting his head on my shoulder and pressing kiss after kiss to any part he could easily reach.

“I assume in their rooms. We all headed for our showers when we got home. I just happened to be the lucky one who got to your room first.”

I lifted my head and looked toward the open door. My other two alphas would have heard every noise we’d made in this room. Yet I didn’t feel a bit of embarrassment. Especially since I planned to enjoy them, as well, as soon as possible.

“Aren’t they sleeping in here tonight?”

I’d grown to love the pack cuddles at night. It made me feel so safe, as though the alphas formed this big force field around me while weslept. Even my nightmares didn’t dare appear while they were in the bed with me.

“We were all heading your way. They must have turned back around when they spotted us fucking.”

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