Page 26 of Big Knot Energy (Shadowverse)

At least they were here with me tonight. If I woke with a nightmare, I could snuggle into their warmth and let them chase away the darkness.

With nothing else to occupy myself, I let my mind wander back to the evening’s events, to meeting that beautiful omega, to feeling his lips on mine and how that kiss had felt natural, as though we had kissed a thousand times, while also setting my body aflame.

I still couldn’t believe I’d led him back to Cyrus’s office, that I had willingly spread my legs while he’d knelt and eaten me until I’d come on his tongue. Then I’d begged him to take me hard against Cyrus’s desk.

I wasn’t sure I’d ever truly been the kind of person who would refer to herself as overly sexual, but damn if Amir didn’t bring something wild out in me.

Not just Amir. Ax and Cyrus and Enzo constantly made me overly aware of their every move. I was constantly aware of the way their back muscles or biceps would bulge while doing mundane chores around the house, the way their jeans encased their firm assess, or their sweats perfectly outlined their long, thick cocks.

Turned out it wasn’t that I didn’t dislike sex, I just didn’t like the thought of Antonio touching me. Didn't matter if he doped me - Ialways knew after that he'd used my body without bothering to ask whether I was in the mood, or to take his time to prime my body, or to make sure I found my release before him.

With the alphas surrounding me, I couldn’t reach for my phone to check the time, but it sure felt as though I’d been lying in bed for over an hour, waiting for sleep to find me. My body and mind were both exhausted, yet I couldn’t seem to make either shut down enough to rest.

“What’s wrong?” Ax whispered, startling me.

“Can’t sleep,” I whispered back.

I opened my eyes to find him staring at me, only a sliver of moonlight across his face illuminating the sharp angles of his cheekbones and his square jaw.

“Are we making you uncomfortable? I can wake them up and tell them to go to their own beds.”

Wakethemup. Tellthemto go totheirbeds. He didn’t volunteer to move away. And I sure as hell didn’t want him to, not yet.

“No. Just a lot on my mind. Tonight was…”

“Amazing? Hot? Spank bank worthy?”

I lifted a hand and clapped it over my mouth as I began to chuckle. “Spank bank worthy? Really? How would you know whether it was hot or not?”

“We have cameras everywhere. I haven’t watched it yet, but I have every intention of jerking off to that video later.”

A gasp pulled from my lips. I tried to come up with some witty retort, but my brain short circuited as it was taken over by need, desire.

There would be footage of everything Amir and I had done in that office.

And whether Ax was joking or not, it would be easy for any of the three of them to watch every moment. And yeah, I liked the idea of them being turned on by it, by watching as Amir licked my cunt, as he’d bent me over the desk, only pulling my panties out of the way so he could slam his long, thick cock inside me over and over until I’d practically melted into a puddle.

We both went quiet again, but Ax’s breathing hadn’t gone slow and steady like the two alphas at my back.

“Can I ask you something?” I whispered.

“Of course,” he whispered back. He shuffled until his face was only inches away, his lips barely a breath from mine. It wouldn’t take much for me to move forward to finally taste his spiced rum on my tongue.

“Why did you think…oh man. This is kind of embarrassing.”

He wiggled a little until he could slide one of his knees between mine. “Now I really need to hear your question.”

I swore this alpha was never serious. Even when I’d seen him come back bruised and somewhat bloody from playing bouncer at the club, he still had a smirk or a smile on his face like life was nothing but a game to him.

“Why did you guys think I wasn’t interested in sex?”

I was glad the lights were off and he couldn’t see how red my face had gone.

But I also wished I could see him as he answered. Someone could lie with their mouths, but there was no way to lie with your eyes.

I swore I felt his shoulders shift as though he’d shrugged. “You never seemed interested in the three of us.”

I blinked. Then blinked again. “You guys are always screwing around together in your own rooms. Why would I think you were interested in anything more with me?”

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