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“Sorry for ever doubting the way you feel about me, Ronny. I have demons and they want to consume me sometimes.” I tilt my head up to look at him. “I love you. I truly and deeply love you with my whole heart.”

He always is so open with me, he has made sure that I had everything I needed emotionally, and it has taken me until this very moment to realize that in a way, I have been holding myself back.

He has proven himself to me a hundred times over, and it’s time I let him have all of me. “I love you too, my sweet girl.”

His words wash over me, I feel so warm and loved. “I know you do.”

He chuckles. “You have me fucking whipped,” he confesses without an ounce of shame.

Our appetizer comes and I feel lighter. I needed this moment to figure out that I have been scared to give in to him.

There is only one thing we can do now. That is to make babies.

The dinner passes fast and now we are heading back to our house. Some of the girls are going to the bar and invited me to come, but I selfishly want to spend all of my time with Ronny right now.

“Friday night, the girls are wanting to go out. Want to go?” I grin at his horrified expression, I guess he has heard all of the rumors over the years.

He parks the truck in the garage beside my Bronco that he bought me years ago and his bike, along with a side-by-side.

I don’t bother opening my door and trying to get out because Ronny always comes to get my door for me.

I expect him to stand to the side so I can slide out but he scoops me up, lifting me off the seat, and I encircle my legs around him.

I take full advantage and wrap myself around his waist. His body is hard from all the years of training, and his abs are to die for.

He walks with me clung to him straight up the stairs to our bedroom, then into the bathroom. He sets me down and strips me out of my clothes until I’m standing naked in front of him.

“God, I have been thinking of you naked all day long. This morning was too long ago.” He growls, his hand fisting my hair and tugging on my scalp, giving me a slight sting.

I was already turned on, but his aggressive movements have me dripping down my thighs. I can’t fight the urge to rub them together.

“I want to feel you,” I say softly, my fingers unbuttoning his shirt slowly, taking my time and dragging it down his arms.

The urge to run my tongue over every single ab, to feel his strength under my hands. He tilts his head back, allowing me to run my fingers over every single inch of muscle, and bends forward to kiss every scar.

I let his pants fall to the floor, dragging them down his strong thighs, and it hits the floor. His dick is hard, resting against his stomach.

My fingers wrap around him. He’s thick, hard, and warm. I press my thighs together, imagining how it would feel to be filled with him.

The beating of my heart is so hard, I can feel it in my throat. I want to tell him that I’m ready, that I want him to make love to me.

I just can’t form the words at this very moment, instead trying to think of what to say. “Make love to me, Ronny. Show me the way it’s meant to be. To be my true first. You should have been my first everything,” I whisper to him, feeling emotional.

So many times, I have wished things were so different. While almost all of the girls I went to school with lost their virginities on prom night, I was too terrified at the thought. Instead, Ronny met up with me after prom and we binge-watched movies all night long.

He cups my jaw, tilting my face up. “Is this really what you want, angel? We can take all the time you want.”

This is why I’m ready.

“You have given me years, Ronny. I’m not scared, I’m ready for this. I want you.” And I do, I want him so much.

He bends down to kiss me on my cheek, hugging me to him. “You shower, then relax. I have a surprise for you,” he tells me, leaving me standing naked in the bathroom.

I feel giddy with excitement as I throw my hair up in a bun on the top of my head before stepping into the shower. I take my time to make sure that I shave every part of me, using a body scrub that has lavender in it which helps calm me.

After I feel like I’m ready to leave the shower, I wrap the towel around me after drying off and moisturizing my body.

Under the door, I can see the main light is off with just a soft golden glow. I put my hand on the doorknob, taking one large breath, and push it open.

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