As I slid a finger inside her, I broke the kiss and shifted, moving my body between those parted legs.I’d already shown her what I could do with my fingers. This time,I’d show her what I could do with my tongue.
The instant my tongue made contact, her back arched and she gasped. I fought back a smile and got to work. It took a couple of minutes to find the pattern that seemed to work best for her, but I saw her lazily tracing circles around her nipple as she made sexy little noises. Yes, this was definitely working for her.
“I’m going to come again,” she said after just a few minutes.
I didn’t let up, taking her all the way to the end. When she finally sat up a little, looking down at me, I had to remind myself that holding back was the order of business here. She was a virgin, so acting out the raw desire that had been building inside me since we’d met was completely out of the question.
“Fuck me,” she said.
Ugh. She wasn’t going to make this easy. Those words had me clenching my fists and gritting my teeth as I moved between her legs.
The words were only part of it, though. Her heavy-lidded eyes and flushed face were really what pulled at my restraint. Holding back promised to be one of the toughest things I’d ever done.
“I’ll go slowly,” I said. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
She shook her head and wrapped her legs around my waist, pulling me closer. “Hurt me. I want it gone.”
Virginity was what she wanted gone. I fully understood. Get the pain over so she could enjoy this. I wanted nothing more. But I also knew that once the pain started, she’d change her mind. So instead, Islowly entered her, realizing something once I was a couple of inches inside.
“I don’t have protection,” I said.
She didn’t take her eyes off the area where our bodies joined. “I’m on the pill. It’s okay.”
The disappointment that shot through me at those words shocked me. This was good news, right?
Wrong. I wanted her to have my baby. I wanted to start a family with her. I’d always been the guy who’d said I had no interest in being a dad, and now I was rethinking all of that.
Tori sucked in air through her teeth, alerting me to the pain I was causing her while nudging gently inside. I froze, tempted to withdraw a little but scared to move.
But once again, her legs tightened around me. “Deeper,” she said. “Harder.”
Under normal circumstances, those words would get me pretty riled up, knowing that my actions could cause her pain. I had to do something. Anything.
“Let me try something,” I said.
Holding myself up with one arm, I slid the other hand between us and found that sensitive nub I was getting to know all too well. She looked surprised at first, but soon, she was giving in to the sensations. Her eyes closed as I dared to nudge a little deeper.
I froze again when I saw the hint of a wince. This time, she didn’t pressure me forward, so I took that to mean she was distracted by what I was doing to her.
Soon she was making noises that told me the pain was all but forgotten. Her features had softened, and she clearly was enjoying this. I was the one bringing her happiness, and that meant everything to me.
Before I knew it, my worries about her pain melted away. I didn’t go as deep and hard as I would once I knew for sure the pain was past, but the only holding back I had to do was making sure I didn’t come before her.
I somehow felt when she was getting close, and that was when I let myself really enjoy the sensation of her pussy surrounding me. She was so wet and tight, I was surprised I’d held out this long.
We came together, her crying out just seconds before I let out a grunt. I told myself, as my orgasm neared its end, that soon enough we’d do this and a baby would be the result.
Once it was over, I pulled her into my arms. This was exactly where I wanted to be.
In the final seconds before I drifted off, I swore I heard her whisper, “I love you,” and I mouthed “I love you” in return. I wasn’t sure if she was ready to hear those words from me, but soon enough she would. And she’d hear them every day for the rest of my life.
EPILOGUE
TORI
My husband was up to something. He and his buddy Walker had gone into the house while the rest of us sat near the above-ground pool in our backyard. Eight families, each having multiple kids, meant our pool was filled to capacity. But half the kids were playing in the sandbox set up next to it, so it worked out fine.
“Who wants a Hurricane?” Dyson called out, grabbing the attention of everyone seated around the table closest to the pool.