Page 13 of Regret

If there’s one thing I’ve missed more than anything else about Savannah, it’s kissing her. I could spend hours doing nothing more than kissing and be a happy man. Her lips are so soft and full and she gives everything she has with each kiss we share. Savannah moans as she opens her mouth and I slide my tongue in alongside hers. She moves without breaking the kiss so she’s straddling my lap in the chair. Grinding down against me, I groan at the feeling of her rubbing against my cock and hating the fact that so many clothes are separating us.

“Love, we gotta stop this now or I’m gonna bend you over your desk and fuck you,” I tell her, pulling my lips from hers as we both pant from the lack of oxygen.

“I want you, Zach. Bend me over the desk,” she says, her voice a whisper as she looks up at me and I search her eyes for the truth of her words. “I’m not gonna change my mind. I told you wanting you wasn’t a problem for me. I want you to fuck me. It’s been too long since I’ve been with you and I miss the way you make me feel. Fuck me, Zach.”

I don’t need another word from her. Standing with her in my arms, I turn us and lay her down on top of her desk after moving her plate of food out of the way. Savannah removes her shirt before I can and I run my hand up her soft skin as she reaches behind her body to undo the clasp of her bra. Taking off my cut, I rest it on the back of the chair before pulling my tee-shirt off and letting it fall to the floor with her shirt and bra. Reaching out, I remove her jeans and panties at one time so she’s spread out on her desk. I take several minutes to do nothing but look at her and memorize every change over the years.

“Don’t just stand there, Zach. I need you,” she begs me, her voice filled with need and desire as I drop to my knees and bury my face between her legs.

Without hesitation, I slide my tongue through her slick folds and groan at the taste of her. Sliding a hand up her leg, I don’t stop until I reach her wet pussy and slide a finger inside. Sucking her clit in my mouth, I don’t stop sliding my finger in and out of her channel, adding a second one. Savannah is writhing on top of her desk as I put her legs over my shoulders and pull her closer to the edge of the desk. Savannah doesn’t take long before her entire body starts to shake and coil tight.

“Zach!” she screams as she’s thrown over the edge and her orgasm crashes through her.

I work her through her release while unbuckling my belt and undoing my jeans. Sliding them down far enough to release my hard, weeping cock, I stand after removing my fingers from Savannah’s pussy. With her watching me, I slide them in my mouth and suck her juices from my skin. Savannah tries to squeeze her thighs shut but can’t since I’m standing between them.

“This time is gonna be hard and fast, Love. Tonight I’ll give you what you want and spend hours worshiping your body the way it’s meant to be,” I tell her, lining myself up with her opening and pushing inside.

By the time I’m buried deep, I have to give myself a minute before I find my own release just from sliding inside her tight pussy. Groaning when Savannah clenches around my length, I pull out before sliding back inside again. Savannah wraps her legs around my hips as I lean down and suck a nipple into my mouth. My girl arches her back off of the desk and presses closer to my mouth. She slides her fingers into my hair and pulls the strands just the way I like. Groaning with her nipple still in my mouth, I release it with a pop and move to the other side.

My hips move faster when I start to feel that familiar tingling sensation in the base of my spine. This is going to be over way sooner than I want it to. Gliding a hand between our bodies, touching every inch of Savannah I can, I find her clit and start rubbing it to get Savannah there instead of finding my own release and leaving her hanging.

“So. Close,” she says, her voice tight and breathy as her pussy clenches around my cock sliding in and out of her.

Moving even faster, I add in a twist to my hips and press against my fingers on her clit every time our bodies collide with one another. The only sound in her office now is the slapping of our skin against one another and our moans as we both get so close to release. It doesn’t take long for Savannah to be thrown over the edge once again as she screams out my name. I thrust into her a few more times before following her over the edge.

“Savannah!” I growl out, throwing my head back and remaining buried deep in her pussy.

I carefully lower my body to hers, not ready to be separated from her just yet. I know this just changed things between the two of us and I’m not going to let my girl hide from what’s happening between the two of us any longer. Savannah will be given everything she’s asked for and more on a daily basis. We both know we’ll have our ups and downs along the way, but I’m willing to fight with her at my side to ensure we’re successful and don’t let stupid shit ruin what we could have.

“Tonight, I want you in my bed, Love. I want to make this shit up to you because it’s been way too long and I didn’t last as long as I wanted to. I’m gonna spend hours relearnin’ your body and makin’ sure every inch of you is mine. I want to feel your hands and mouth on me as we get to know one another all over again,” I tell her when I can finally breathe normally and my heart starts to beat at a more normal pace again.

“I don’t know, Zach. Being in your bed isn’t something the girls need to see right now. It’s going to take time, but we’ll figure it out and make this work if that’s what we truly want,” she says, making sense even if I don’t like it. “We can’t make the same mistakes this time because if we fail and can’t make this work between us, it will kill me. And the girls will get hurt again. I’m not going to risk them if I don’t have to.”

“I don’t want to hurt the girls, Love. Let’s go up to my room so we can get cleaned up. You get back to work and I’m gonna take care of a few things for clients while the girls are still at school. I’ll pick them up today and we’ll handle dinner,” I tell her, slowly pulling out of her and watching as our mingled release slides down to her thighs. “I’m clean just so you know. Haven’t been with anyone in over two years and I still get tested yearly. My last test was a month ago.”

“I’m clean. You’re the last guy I had sex with,” she says, taking the clothes I hand her from the floor as she starts to dress again. “I’m on birth control. I don’t want to make a habit of this, Zach. Until we’re ready to have kids, we need to take every precaution we can. Things happen and I get that. For now, I’d rather use condoms until we’re on firmer ground.”

“Okay, Love. I’ll make sure we have plenty of them before I grab the girls from school,” I tell her, taking her hand in mine and leading her up to my room so we can clean up and then get back to work.

The rest of the day goes by so quickly with everything I have to do. My mind is on Savannah every second as I get through the work I’ve let pile up while taking care of her before going to pick my other girls up. Ava doesn’t have practice today as I head to the high school after getting Chloe and Miracle from the middle school. The four of us head for the grocery store and grab something for dinner even though we have a ton of food at home. Nothing was taken out this morning and there’s no time for something to thaw out. So, we agree to make hamburgers, potato salad, and fries for dinner tonight. Ava even gets some ice cream and what she needs for milkshakes. They have a machine to make them and it’s been a long time since any of us have had them. The day is one of the best I’ve had in a very long time and it’s because of the girls.

Chapter Ten

Savannah

YESTERDAY WITH VALOR was better than I remember it being. Not just in the office Vault gave me, but later when we were home. Yeah, the sex was phenomenal but that’s not all I’m thinking about as I sit outside the front of the clubhouse and let the sun beat down on me. Ava came to the clubhouse with George to get me for dinner. The three of us walked back with George following my sister and me. When I walked in the house, the table was set, dinner was out in the middle as normal, and there were flowers waiting for me on the counter. Valor picked them up before walking over to meet me and leans down for a quick kiss before he hands them over. He chose sunflowers mixed in with a few roses of various colors. The sunflowers are orange and yellow. He knows I love them and they are my favorite flower. This is the first time he’s ever gotten me them though. I was speechless as I looked up at him with tears in my eyes. Happy tears, but still tears were there.

Valor lived up to his word and came to my bedroom after the girls were asleep for the night. He carried me into the master bedroom we’ll share at some point down the road and spent hours worshiping my body and relearning every single inch of me. I did the same in return to him because it’s been so long since I’ve been with him. Valor drove me crazy and I tried so hard to be quiet, but it was impossible with everything he was doing to me. It was so worth it though. And he did as I asked and used a condom every single time we were together. Valor is making an attempt and there’s no way I can push him away knowing that he’s seriously doing what I’ve asked him to and told him what I wanted moving forward.

The girls are adjusting way better than I thought they would here in Pine View. Even Miracle, who I was really worried about. This school seems to be a good thing for her. She’s made some friends and is planning on having not only study sessions with them at the library, but they want to do a book club. I couldn’t be happier for my baby sister as she starts to find who she is and put herself out there with others. Ava is busy doing her cheerleading and still practicing for softball next year. Valor has mentioned the possibility of her joining a traveling softball team so she can play in the summer as well as spring at school. We’re thinking about it. Chloe is talking about joining the swim team and that’s not a team she had access to back in Benton Falls. Out of all of us, Chloe is the one who loves the water the most and it makes me happy they have a swim team here. Valor and I will support whatever decision she makes moving forward as we will with all the girls.

Sitting outside as I take a small break from working in the office, I look up sharply when I hear a commotion coming from the gate at the front of the compound. Martin, one of the Prospects, is standing by the gate yelling at someone I can’t see from where I’m sitting. Standing up when I hear a woman’s loud, nasally shriek I make my way over to the gate. For some reason, the voice sounds familiar to me and I have a sense of dread filling me as I make my way closer very slowly. The guys from Benton Falls are still here, and I know I could get them to help Martin, but something deep down inside me is telling me I need to find out who’s here and what’s going on.

Moving up behind Martin, my heart stops in my chest. My mother is standing in front of him and I hardly recognize her. Her clothes are literally hanging from her body and stained beyond belief. Her once beautiful, thick blonde hair is limp, thin, and stringy as if she hasn’t washed it in months. Dirt and other grime covers her skin making me gag along with the telltale signs of her drug use marring her once flawless skin. The woman is a shadow of her former self and I can hardly believe she’s fallen so far down into the hold of drugs that it’s altered every inch of her appearance to the woman I’m looking at.

“I’m telling you right now that you’re going to let me in this gate. My daughters are here and I will see them. If you don’t let me in, I’ll call the cops and have you all arrested for kidnapping and holding women against their will,” my mother shrieks as I look at her and my mouth drops open at her audacity.

“Ma’am, I’ve already told you that you’re not gonna come inside the compound. I have to clear everyone with the President of the club and he’s not available right now. I don’t even know who your daughters are,” Martin says, his voice calm as he tries to get my mother to listen to reason.

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