Page 47 of Flame and Starlight

“Alyssandra,” she said as she stepped forward and grabbed my shoulders. Her staggered, panicked emotions flooded in, and I flinched away from her harsh grip. My magick responded to her emotions and flared hot under my skin. “He has marked you as his. He has claimed you. He’s made sure that everyone that sees you will know that you are intended to be his mate.”

I felt the color drain from my face. There was no way that she was telling the truth. She couldn’t know that. Just because his shadows seemed to like me? They most definitely did not follow me because he intended me to be his mate. I stepped fully out of her grasp and hugged myself. But a small part of me wondered if it would be so bad to be his mate, his person. Would it be the worst thing in the world to have someone love you like that?

“Alys, you have to come with me. You don’t understand,” she said as she took a step towards me. “There’s so much to tell you.”

“I know what you’re going to tell me, Aoife. I know I’m your sister. Well, half sister. I know that our father wants me dead and sent you to keep an eye on me.” I could feel the anger boiling through my blood at the betrayal I had buried deep down as I recited Asher’s story from memory. “You were supposed to be my friend, but all of that was a lie.” Her eyes were wide as saucers and glowing an even brighter green.

I could feel my magick humming underneath the surface of my skin, begging to be used.

Kill the pretty girl, it whispered in my ear.

I ran my hands into my hair and pushed it out of my face while I took deep breaths, trying to cool the heat pouring through me. I paced a few steps right and then turned on my heel and went a few steps left. I could feel myself losing control, but to what, I didn’t know. My skin felt like it was going to be flayed from my bones. Gooseflesh broke out over my skin, and I could barely catch my breath. I thought I heard a pitiful noise escape my mouth. Asher’s shadows crawled up my torso and around my neck.

“Alys?” I threw my hand in her direction to tell her to be quiet, but instead of a harmless gesture, she was flung through the air and slammed into the wall behind her. I barely caught sight of it before my skull felt like it was cracking open. I dropped to my knees and crouched over. Fire. I was on fire. I tried to stop a scream from exploding through me but failed. His cool shadows tried to smother the fire, lying harshly cold against my burning skin and fighting to get in my mouth, in my lungs. I coughed, and my fingers tried to tear through my skin. I had to get it out.

Let me out. Let me out. Let me kill the pretty girl, it cooed into my ear.

“Alys.” Aoife knelt next to me and threw her arms around me, but her skin was even hotter than mine. I groaned and tried to throw her off, but she was unyielding. “We have to go. Now. Something has happened to you. This isn’t right. He isn’t right.” It felt like every bone in my body was cracking, every muscle was tearing. Tears streamed down my face, and my teeth ground together.

“Get your fucking hands off of her.” His voice cut through my pain like a dagger through flesh. It ripped right through me like falling into the frozen waters of the lake. I fell over onto the floor out of Aoife’s hands. I heard my tiara thunk onto the floor and roll.

“Alys, listen to me.” She was speaking quickly and hushed. I still couldn’t open my eyes to look at her. “He lied to you. Our father would never hurt you. But if I don’t come back with you, he will send someone else after you. He wants you home and away from this monster.”

“Enough!” Asher roared, and I flinched, curling in on myself even more. The pain was easing the closer he got, but it still thundered through my body.

“Father was right about you, Asher,” Aoife said. “You are weak and pathetic. Let her go. She is not yours.”

“Oh, Aoife.” His voice was as smooth as butter, cloyingly sweet. “You are right about that. She is not mine. Not in the way you insinuate, anyway. She is her own person with her own feelings and thoughts. I do not control her.” I felt him kneel behind me, and I instinctually rolled over towards him. He helped me up, and his shadows fully encased me, smothering the fire in my veins. I leaned back against him as he held my weight and sighed at the respite.

I slowly opened my eyes and turned to face Aoife. This time, I could feel my eyes glowing. They took on a certain warmth that tingled and made water run freely down my cheeks. I blinked at it, but it wouldn’t relent. Aoife gasped and took several steps back. The sickly scent of fear rolled through the room.

“You will not speak to him like that,” I said, my voice as cold as death itself.

“What have you done to her?”

“He hasn’t done anything,” I said through a hoarse throat. I was tired, in pain, and getting more and more irritated at her. “This isn’t Asher’s doing.”

“If I don’t bring her back with me, Asher, he will send someone after her. She is our family. She belongs with us.”

“You can stop speaking as if I am not here, as if he speaks for me. I will not go with you.”

She stiffened as her gaze found mine through his shadows that were angrily filling the space. For a split second, her face crumpled into sadness, but it disappeared so quickly I wasn’t sure if I actually saw it.

“Let them come,” Asher said. There was something in his voice that made me think he wanted them to come, that he wanted the bloodshed that would follow. In that moment, I couldn’t blame him. This whole situation was really starting to grate on my nerves. The pain was receding more quickly now, and I leaned my head back against his chest and took deep breaths.

“Aoife,” I said through a heavy sigh. “You betrayed me. I thought you were my friend.” I took another pain-free breath, and my body relaxed even more. “You say that you and our father are my family? He wants to kill me, Aoife.”

“He’s lying to you.” Her voice cracked, and I felt my throat burn with my own tears.

“Asher’s my home now. I choose him. I will always choose him, Aoife,” I said thickly. She reached towards me, and I noticed her blackened fingertips for the first time. Another punch to the gut. Another thing I never knew about her. Another thing I had to find out about her through Asher. He pulled me tighter against him, and she dropped her arm back to her side.

“I am your sister,” she said as tears fell over her lashes and sizzled into steam as they rolled over her cheeks. “And I will still be here when you realize he is not who he says he is.”

And then she was gone. Poof. She disappeared into thin air, and I stared after her as my heart felt like it ripped in half. I turned into Asher’s chest and let the tears come. I choked on my cries, and he cradled my head in his hands, his fingers weaving themselves into my hair.

“Let’s go back to the cabin,” he whispered into my hair after a minute of letting me cry. I nodded and pulled away slightly, wiping away my tears. I knew my face was blotchy and red, but I was too exhausted to care that I was an ugly crier. He picked up my tiara and placed it back on top of my head.

“What’s wrong with me?” I whispered just loud enough for him to hear.

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