Page 47 of Bound to the Bodyguard

“Welcome. Please, make yourself comfortable.”

The psychologist gestured towards a chair opposite her own, a seat that seemed to offer more than just physical rest—it offered a respite for the soul.

“Would you like some water or tea before we begin?”

“Water would be good,” I replied.

Dr. Johnson poured a glass and handed it to me. I took a sip, the cool liquid chase away the dryness of my throat.

“Take your time. This is your space, Raven. A safe space. Whatever you share here stays here.”

I nodded, the reins of control returning to my hands, bit by bit. My eyes met Dr. Johnson’s, finding an oasis of calm there. I took a deep breath, the air filling my lungs with not just oxygen but courage.

“It started with letters,” I began, voice wobbling precariously on the tightrope of composure. “At first, I thought they were just fan mail... but then they became more personal, more... insidious.”

“Can you tell me about the letters?” she prompted, her pen poised above a notepad, ready to capture my words without trapping them.

“Each one feels like a shadow creeping closer,” I confessed, fingers tightening around the glass. “And the phone calls... It’s like someone’s always there, listening, breathing down my neck even when there’s silence on the other end.”

“Sounds terrifying. That sensation of being watched—that’s something no one should have to endure.”

“Sometimes I feel silly, like I’m overreacting, but then I remember the way my name looks, written in that unfamiliar hand, and I know it’s real.”

“Your feelings are valid, Raven. You’re responding to a threat, and your instincts are trying to protect you.”

“Instincts. Yes, I suppose that’s what they are.”

“Let’s explore those instincts. Let’s talk about how we can harness them to help you regain a sense of control.”

A flicker of something sparked inside me—was it hope? Resolve? Perhaps it was both kindling in the dark, ready to become a blaze.

The silence stretched between us for a moment as I gathered my thoughts, the steady tick of the clock on Dr. Johnson’s wall marking the passing seconds.

“Every day, it’s like I’m looking over my shoulder, anticipating... something,” I finally said, voice no longer shaking. “I can’t keep living in fear; it’s not who I am.”

She leaned forward slightly, her eyes never leaving my face. “No, it isn’t. You are much more than your fear. You’re a survivor, and you have incredible resilience.”

The truth of those words seeped into my bones, a warmth that began to thaw the ice of my anxiety. I built my life from the ground up, hadn’t I? Fought for every accolade, every triumph. This stalker was just another obstacle, albeit a deeply personal one.

“Survivor...” I repeated, tasting the power behind the label. It was a mantle I had worn before, in other battles, other dark times. “Yes, I’ve survived the odds stacked against me since day one. Why should this be any different?”

“Exactly. You’ve shown incredible strength in the past. Now it’s about channeling that strength into proactive steps. What do you feel ready to do to reclaim your sense of safety?”

My hands, which had been clenched in my lap, relaxed as I considered the question. “I need to take action. I won’t be a victim, cowering and waiting for the next scare.”

“That’s the spirit,” Dr. Johnson encouraged. “You’re not alone in this. We’ll work through it together, step by step.”

“Thank you.” With each word spoken in this room, the shadows cast by my stalker seemed less consuming, their grip on my psyche loosening. I was taking back the narrative of my own life, word by word.

“Have you considered taking self-defense classes?” Dr. Johnson’s voice was gentle yet imbued with a firmness that demanded consideration.

I paused, my initial surprise at the suggestion quickly melting into contemplation. The idea resonated within me like a struck chord—self-defense; not just a skill, but a statement. “I haven’t, but... it makes sense.”

“Empowerment comes from within, but it’s also something we can cultivate through our actions. Learning to protect yourself can be incredibly affirming.”

The surrounding room seemed to shrink, focusing my entire world on this pivotal moment of choice. Could I really do this? My heart whispered yes even as my fingers ceased their nervous tapping, stilled by the burgeoning seed of resolve taking root in my core.

“Visualization can also be a powerful tool,” Dr. Johnson added, watching as my posture subtly shifted. “Imagine yourself in a place of control, safety—where fear has no hold over you.”

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