Page 48 of Knowing Trust

I put my phone on repeat when I realized it was Marshmello’s “Leave Me Before You Love Me” with the Jonas Brothers. I danced around as I sang and ate and cleansed.

“I want this at the castle off the throne room,” I said to myself as I kept going and stared back at it all. I spun around and then reached for what food was next.

Instead, a hand grabbed mine and my earbud was pulled from my ear.

Light green eyes met mine and flashed shock as his arm slid around me. I realized the song and the implication.

Oh shit.

He ignored it and dipped me before twirling us all around the open area. I felt his magic push mine as if telling me to keep cleansing and letting it out more. He spun me back and forth as a thrill went through me, my bare feet gliding over the grass like nothing.

Neldor let the song play twice before he swung me up over his shoulder and I realized I was missing my other earbud now. “She’ll be at my house. We have matters to discuss. You can finish her food and are done for the night.”

I didn’t even have a chance to object or yell at him before we were going through a portal and were in his bathroom.

“I did this all wrong, and we are not leaving things that way,” he bitched as he set me on my feet. He leaned into his shower and turned it on. “And that was not our first time having sex since we both fucking faked it.” He didn’t let me reply, brushing his lips over mine. “And I’m sorry for being a fool. I was nervous. I should have done better.”

“What? I don’t blame you,” I gasped.

“You should. Of course, you would have wanted to shower before our first time,” he muttered between kissing my skin. “Brush your teeth. Prepare. I know you. I know better. I was nervous. I wanted—I’m a stupid fairy. It didn’t happen. This is our first time, and you’re a dirty fairy that I need to shower.”

Apparently, I was very, very into the idea after his hands had been all over me dancing together.

“Don’t lose my earbuds,” I muttered before he kissed me again.

“I tossed them to Ara,” he promised before pulling off my clothes, his already missing somehow.

Right, I lost my head during cleansing.

Sure, that was it. Not the loops and crazy he was throwing me for. I could totally blame it on that.

And this time we did it better.

Much, much better.

Holy fuck better.

Like it was so good that my mind couldn’t keep up with it all. We were just in the shower somehow and his hands and lips were everywhere. Mine were the same and then he was finishing on me begging me for more and to slow down. I didn’t even realize that I’d grabbed his cock, but clearly I had.

Then we had already washed each other and he was eating me out. I came again and again, my leg over his shoulder as he muttered about kneeling before me being his favorite place to be except he couldn’t reach my perfect tits.

Yeah, I orgasmed. I gushed all over his lips and he demanded more.

I was sitting on his bench as he gave me a scalp massage as he washed my hair. Then a shoulder and breast massage as the conditioner set.

Oh, and another round of eating me out.

He rinsed the conditioner out and we were in bed.

“We’re making love like fairies, baby doll,” he demanded. “Let your wings out. Do it.” He pulled me to sit up as he did, nodding as he let his out.

I did as he fingered my dripping pussy, both of us soaked and our hair a tangled mess. It was as funny as it was hot and all I wanted was him. I’d never seen his hair all over and… It was kind of perfect. I straddled his lap and slid my arms around his neck, moaning as my breasts rubbed his chest.

“You like that I’ve toned up, don’t you?” he asked as I stared at him.

I licked my lips and nodded. “Apparently, I am really a shallow bitch. I never thought I was, but… Julian’s abs and your fucking neck and shoulders. Lucca’s butt dimples. Hudson’s thick thighs. Darby’s damn back that shows every movement—all of it. I am a shallow, shallow bitch who is so into the physical that I should be embarrassed.”

He snorted. “You like our voices and their accents too much as well to say that.” He brushed his lips over mine to take the sting out of his words. “Plus, you liked them first, but it just took everything up a notch. And we’re the same, Tams. You were always gorgeous, but when you took your training up a level—fuck, baby doll. I’ve just…”

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