Holding Jamie’s head to me with one hand, I reached behind me with the other, my nails biting into Sparks’s thigh as he mindlessly rocked in and out of me. “You feel so good, goddess,” he groaned, biting my shoulder when I moaned his name. “Ah fuck, the way you clamp around me when you’re close. Such a greedy pussy, wanting every drop of come I’ve got for you.”
“Please,” I whined, arching my hips back to take him deeper, tempting him to take me harder.
He slid his hand between Jamie and me, down my belly and between my legs, spreading my pussy lips so he could strum my clit. He played my pleasure button like he was playing his guitar, so skillfully, so demanding.
Without thinking, I leaned down, kissing Jamie, needing his taste to ease the growing throb deep, deep in my core. He woke in an instant, his lips dancing over mine while he grabbed a fistful of my hair and deepened the kiss. I was so close but so far away from the orgasm that Sparks had been working me toward. After being with all three of my guys repeatedly all night, my pussy should not have been as greedy for another release, but I was desperate for one more before the day started.
From the bathroom, I heard the shower turn off. My nails bit into Sparks harder, silently begging him to finish me. Call me petty, but I didn’t want Ky to witness my pleasure this time. When he’d gotten up to shower, I’d teased Sparks awake. Without hesitation, he’d thrust into me from behind.
Breaking the kiss, Jamie lowered his head back to my tits, sucking one nipple into his mouth hard. That was the extra stimulation I needed to see fireworks exploding in front of my eyes. Moaning, I pressed my head back against Sparks’s chest, my entire body shaking in reaction to the pure euphoria.
“Fuck!” Sparks roared, emptying inside me.
Breathing hard, he’d barely pulled from my body before Jamie rolled me to my back and buried himself balls deep. Crying out in surprise, I lifted my knees, opening myself up for him to take his pleasure from me. In only a matter of minutes, he pressed his forehead to my chest and finished deep inside me.
Groaning, Jamie dropped his full weight on top of me, once again pillowing his head on my chest. Sparks stayed on his side, gently combing his fingers through the tangles my curls had turned into throughout the night. Turning my head, I kissed him while I scratched my nails over Jamie’s scalp, earning me a hum of pleasure from my rocker.
Opening the bathroom door, Ky released a gust of steam as he walked out in nothing more than a towel wrapped around his waist. I peeked over at him before glancing away. He’d been the most attentive of my three guys during our lovemaking all night, ensuring my pleasure was met repeatedly before seeking his own. It felt like an apology, but my heart was too raw to accept it. Sex was definitely not our problem. It was the threat of him ending this thing between us at any moment.
He made me feel like I was walking through a minefield, and with one wrong step, boom. We would be over. No more chances.
Ky telling me he was in love with me had only made this uncertainty that felt like it was suffocating me worse. How could he say those things if he cared so deeply about me?
My own emotions were already too far gone to want to walk away from any of my guys. Even with the potential of triggering something dark for Maddie, I didn’t want to end what I had with any of my rockers. In a matter of days, my feelings for these three had grown from curiosity to lust to infatuation and headfirst into love.
It was an intense, mind-spinning experience.
And Ky was ruining it for me.
One of our phones ringing had Sparks lifting his head after one more soft kiss to the tip of my nose. Rolling over, he looked at the phones sitting on the bedside table, all of them charging. “It’s yours, goddess,” he said, picking up the phone to offer it to me. “Says it’s Maddie.”
Sighing, I swiped my thumb over the screen as I took the device from him. “Hey, what’s up?”
“I totally forgot to talk to you yesterday about Autumn’s Slumber,” Maddie said, sounding distracted, but her voice was its usual, hyper tone. She was kind of adorable when she was going a million miles an hour. “Congrats on the drummer gig, by the way. Sorry, Abi’s situation kind of distracted me from celebrating with you. Forgive me?”
Jamie snuggled deeper into my chest, his cock still half inside me. I could feel his—and Sparks’s—come flooding out of me. The sheets would have to be changed, and I was in desperate need of a shower. Blinking a few times to focus on my friend, I told her, “Thanks. But everything going on with Abi is more important. What did you need to talk to me about regarding the band?”
“Emmie already told you Shane wants you and the guys to come in to discuss the first single, right?” I hummed my agreement. Jamie seemed to enjoy the sound, because he pressed the side of his face deeper into the valley between my tits, listening. “Well, while he’s working on that, I’ve been instructed to take over the social media for Autumn’s Slumber. From the looks of it, one of the guys has been the one attempting to keep up with it. He’s done a decent job, but after your successful audition, it’s gotten out of hand. I think it became too much for him. That has become an issue that Mom wants me to take over to ensure they are meeting the full potential for reaching their fan following.”
“Okay, do you want me to discuss it with them?”
“No. Actually, what I need is for all four of you to come into the office this week so we can discuss it in detail. Not only will I need to record some of your practices, but I’m going to take pictures and maybe go live while you record the first single.” I heard papers rustling. “Then there will be the material I’ll have to get from your Thursday night shows at First Bass once the band starts. Which is soon, right? Like next week or something?”
“Yes, we’re scheduled to start in two weeks,” I confirmed.
“Great, I needed to double-check that for the calendar. Don’t worry, I’m going to give all four of you a full itinerary with the timeline of what and when I’ll be posting. We’ll stagger between each platform. I’ve got like ten bands whose social media accounts I’m in charge of. I’m trying to work out the schedule so nothing overlaps and each band gets the same amount of attention.” She huffed. “Remind me to ask my mom for a raise, because I have exactly two hours to call my own each week at this point. I like being busy, but a girl’s got needs, and two hours is not enough time to fulfill all of them.”
I grinned. “Bosco can’t get you off in two hours?”
“Shh,” she hissed. “You and Abi are the only ones who know about that, and my brother is hanging out at my apartment for the afternoon.”
“Like Banks would care who you’re getting your freak on with,” I laughed, only to bite back a moan when Jamie’s cock nudged at my entrance. My guys were insatiable. “I bet he’s fucking half the student body at school.”
“Eww, you are not allowed to put pictures of my brother like that in my head.”
Ky came back into the room, a pair of jeans hanging low on his hips as he walked toward the bed. I licked my lips, forgetting all about Maddie for a moment. Forgetting I was not fully in with him. Sex. That was all this was with us. And thankfully, sex was the only thing on my mind right then.
“Are you free tomorrow?” she said, causing me to jump at the sound of her voice.