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A strangled whimper left me, my hips rocking against him in search of the perfect blend of pressure and friction along his hard length. “Tell me you don’t do this with all your drummers,” I muttered, ghosting a kiss over Jamie’s lips.

Sparks laughed from behind me, already tugging my hoodie up so that I was only in the bralette that made my tits look fabulous. My sweats were still in the way, as were my stupid panties that were useless anyway because they were so drenched. Jamie practically drooled at the sight of my tits heaving with my hard pants of breath.

“Never shared a drummer with these guys,” Sparks assured me. “Ky, Jamie, and I, we only do this when the girl is someone we all want.”

Another flare of jealousy spiked in me, which Jamie must have seen, because he cupped the side of my face tenderly. “There haven’t been that many, Hellion. Maybe three. And none of them has ever turned us inside out like you do.” He twirled one of my ringlets around his finger. “Not a single one of them has left me as destroyed as you have. You’re going to be Autumn’s Slumber’s drummer, Hellion. But you’re going to be our little fuckdoll too.”

Chapter Ten

Sparks

There was hard, and then there was the steel beam sticking out of the leg of my shorts, the tip not simply dripping but leaking all the fluid I wanted to flood Hayat with. Pulling her shredded hoodie over her head, I saw the tight muscles of her back, the tattoos of the crossed drumsticks on the backs of each arm right above her elbow, and my favorite part—the twin dimples at the top of her hips.

When she smiled, the dimples in her cheeks were enough to make a man’s heart double beat. But seeing the ones above that killer ass had the power to cause me to nut then and there. From the look on Jamie’s face, the front view was just as delicious as the backside. His eyes were glued to her tits. One hand cupped her cheek, that tender part of him lingering, but not for much longer.

“You’re going to be Autumn’s Slumber’s drummer, Hellion. But you’re going to be our little fuckdoll too.”

The three of us had talked about it on the drive home, but ultimately, the decision had to be left up to Hayat. All we needed was the smallest indication that she was interested in all three of us, and we knew we would be doing this.

In the past, we’d made a pact that nothing would tear our friendship apart. Not the band. Or our fucked-up families. And sure as hell not some girl. If we all had a thing for the same girl, the rule was, we made the offer of all of us being in for as long as whatever it was lasted. If she was into it, then we had a little fun until the girl either wanted more or we got bored.

With Hayat, I already knew it was going to be different.

I’d wanted her the moment she’d shoved Hamel out of the way and taken over the audition at First Bass. But then I’d realized who she was, and my head started working against me. None of us needed drama, each of us for our own reasons, but mine were a little more complicated than Ky’s or Jamie’s. Ky had stepmommy issues. I had la familia shit that I couldn’t let touch those I cared about. You didn’t just run off from the cartel without their permission. Especially when your father was the one everyone answered to.

Since Ky and Jamie were the only family I wanted or needed now, I’d changed my name when Ky did. Jamie, always on board for anything when it came to the three of us, had said what the hell, and we’d all become Carvers. Carver was Ky’s mom’s maiden name, and since everything Ky did was to celebrate her, it seemed fitting that we become the family that should have been there to take care of her.

But that was bullshit for another day.

I’d thought Hayat Cutter was all about drama, and I wasn’t willing to risk my friends or our band, even if she did make me ache.

Hellion’s auditions, discovering she was Havoc, and ultimately Hayat, changed everything. She didn’t want to bask in her family’s fame. She wanted to glow on her own, prove to the world that she was better and stronger than anyone connected to her name.

I might have fallen a little for her at that moment.

Jamie had sure as hell already been halfway there since our initial audition.

It was Ky we had to figure out.

And he was taking way too long in the shower. If he didn’t hurry up, he was going to miss out and Jamie really was going to fuck her on the living room floor. But I’d be right there with them both, because I was going to be in one of her holes. And as hard as my cock was, I didn’t care which one it was.

Hayat pressed her forehead into Jamie’s throat. “Did I drink too much already? Is this real?”

I bunched some of her thick, sweet-scented spiral curls into a fist, tugging her head up enough so she was looking at me. I would never smell honeysuckles again and not get hard. “What makes you think that, Hellion?”

A light shade of pink filled her cheeks, her teeth sinking deep into her bottom lip as she curled more into Jamie. A mixture of both their groans filled the room as she shifted her pussy over Jamie’s thick pole.

“Don’t hide from us,” Jamie commanded, his carefree tone absent. “Answer Sparks.”

Slowly, she released the hold her teeth had on her plump lip, leaving an indentation. “I’ve wanted you since that first audition at the club. All of you. There may have been some fantasies that I’ve…considered. But none of them seemed possible.”

“Oh shit,” I grunted, pressing closer, molding my body to her back, letting her feel how hard I was for her. I brushed her hair aside and kissed her neck. “Tell us about your fantasies. Maybe we can make them reality.”

“The things I want you to do to me…” Her voice faded away, and for the first time, I saw vulnerability in those gorgeous eyes. “Maybe you won’t want those things with me. I won’t know what to do. I’m not… I’ve never… All of this is new to me.”

Jamie met my gaze, his pupils so dilated all I saw was black in his irises. I wondered if they mirrored my own. Was she implying that this was new to her because it would be with more than one partner?

Or because our wild goddess was a virgin?

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