Page 144 of Something So Strong

His thrusts become ragged.

“I wish you didn’t have to waste your cum in that condom.”

“Shit!”

“I want us to get tested so I can feel you spill everything you have inside me.”

“Fuck, Babe… I… I…”

“Kai… I lov—”

The carnality of Kai’s moan shakes me to my core.

His hips pump once.

Twice.

My hands slip and my head crashes into the wall.

I’m too high to care.

Too all consumed with Kai’s pulsing cock inside me as what should be mine empties into the condom.

His panting becomes rhythmic in my ear and I notice for the first time the weight of him against my ribs. How it feels to have his arms tucked securely around me as his chest presses into mine with each labored breath.

This is my happy place. Rendered useless by the man I almost professed to.

Kai heaves up and pulls out, leaving me devastatingly empty.

“I’m sorry.”

“What for?” I ask, puzzled and still in a daze.

Kai lays down beside me and tugs me closer.

His still rapid heartbeat thuds against the side of my head like my favorite song.

“I got a little carried away there at the end.”

My eyes blink slowly and my words float out like I’m asleep and not entirely sure of what I’m saying. “It’s okay. I liked telling you those things.”

Kai smirks with a sharp exhale through his nose. “It was nice hearing them, but that’s not what I meant… Tomorrow’s probably gonna be pretty uncomfortable.”

I’m such a dumbass.

But I’m his dumbass.

“Isn’t it worth it to see me at my prettiest? All fucked out and ruined by you?”

“I wanna end every day with you looking like this.”

My bedroom door closes and I sit up—my muscles tightening as I wince.

I’m not in pain. It doesn’t hurt. It’s just… well… I’ve never been fucked in the ass before.

I guess uncomfortable is appropriate.

Tender?

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