Page 40 of Losing My Rejection

“I’m sure,” he nodded.

He wrapped his arms around me, pulling me against his chest as my emotions overwhelmed me. I felt so silly getting so worked up. Usually I was the stable one in most situations. But this time, with my heart on the line, I’d lost that ability. Thankfully Josh didn’t mind.

A weight seemed to lift from my shoulders as I sat there in his embrace. For so many years I’d been carrying around the memories of the past, their presence influencing every decision I made. I’d convinced myself that being happy in a relationship would always end poorly. Sometimes what you most wished for could be the one thing that hurts you the most. But with Josh it was different. He gave me so much affection, marked me, and he loved me. And when temptation came knocking, he slammed the door in its face, choosing me instead.

How could I possibly ask for anything more?

Maybe it was time to let the darkness of the past go and step into a happier future at last with Josh at my side.

Chapter Twenty: Andy

We left the market a bit earlier than normal that day. Thanks to Josh’s bakes, we sold out pretty fast. Ace and Matt barely beat us to the finish. But it was fine. I didn’t really care with Josh standing beside me. After our talk, I was feeling more comfortable than I’d ever felt with my mate. It took very little reflection to realize I was being silly and jealous about what happened with that girl. Thankfully, Josh didn’t hold it against me.

I also made sure to thank Matt for watching my stall while Josh came to snap me back to my senses. I made a mental note to bring him something extra special next market day. He deserved it.

But I’d forgotten all about Ace and Matt by the time Josh and I got back to the shop. Leaving the van still packed, I grabbed him by the hand and pulled him up the stairs to my apartment. He seemed a bit confused at first, but he wasn’t the type to argue. Besides, I was fairly certain the scent of pheromones rolling off me told him what I had in mind. There was just something about nice guys that got me all wound up. Call it a praise kink or the need for reassurance, I didn’t care. But I wanted Josh. Badly.

We’d only barely made it inside the door before I was pulling at his hoodie, trying to get him naked as fast as possible.

“Hey,” he said softly, grabbing my hands. “It’s okay.” He kissed each one of my fingers as he spoke. “We’ve got all the time in the world.”

“I want you,” I replied, an edge of pleading in my voice.

“And you’ll have me. I promise.” He pulled me close, wrapping his arms around me and grabbing both my ass cheeks through my jeans. “But let me take my time with you, okay?”

I bit my lower lip.

“Let me worship you,” he added, giving my butt a squeeze. “You’re so beautiful.”

Of course, I was an easy slut, so after hearing those words, I melted into him with a nod. Whatever he wanted to do, that was fine with me. I didn’t need any more persuasion.

“I’m all yours,” I replied, kissing his collar bone. “Anything you want.”

“I’ll keep that in mind.”

With a low growl, Josh tucked one arm under my knees and lifted me into his arms. He carried me across the room and into my bedroom. Only then did he finally sit me gently on the bed. Kneeling down in front of me, he slowly began to pull off each item of my clothing one at a time.

The way he undressed me was deeply sensual. I’d never had someone spend so much time delicately removing articles of clothing from my person. With each piece that he took away, he placed a kiss on my skin, working his way down my body. Eventually I only had my underwear left, and his kisses were growing more and more impossible to resist. Not that I wanted to resist him but it was getting difficult to contain my excitement. And he had a front-row seat for that excitement considering my leaking cock was practically pressed against his chin.

“Somebody’s excited,” he grinned, rolling his fingers under the waistband of my underwear. “Don’t worry. I won’t make you wait forever.”

I breathed a sigh of relief and his smile deepened. If there was one thing I was bad at, it was being patient. I wanted his soft lips wrapped around the shaft of my cock ten minutes ago. But I could wait a little longer especially if that meant being pleasurably tortured for the rest of the night. By the look in his eyes, that seemed like just the plan he had in mind. But instead of pulling my underwear away, he wrapped his lips around my cock through the fabric. I moaned and leaned forward, trying desperately to get more of it in his mouth. However, my fabric prison was holding me back.

The cloth accentuated the movements of his tongue as he worked it down my shaft. There was a dull edge to the sensations, but they were still enough to get me writhing. Before I knew it, I was bucking against Josh’s face, desperately searching for more friction.

“Alright, alright,” he said at last, pulling away. “I get the hint.”

With slow movements, he pulled my underwear away, my cock springing free and landing on my belly. I breathed a sigh of relief. But before I could take another breath, Josh had my cockhead between his lips. He licked and sucked, getting every last drop of pre-cum out of me before he slipped down to the base of my shaft. The sound I made was embarrassing, but I didn’t care. My fingers were already tangled in his hair as I pulled him lower, aching to be balls deep in his throat.

“Please,” I begged, knowing how close I was already thanks to his teasing. “Don’t stop.”

He didn’t have to say anything, his actions told it all. Wrapping a hand around the base of my cock, he used his saliva as lube, working his hand up and down while his lips took care of my sensitive cockhead. Pleasure crashed through me suddenly and that familiar tingling squeezed at the base of my spine. It only took a few seconds before I knew I couldn’t hold it back.

“I’m gonna–”

I cried out as I bucked forward, pumping his mouth full of hot sticky cum. Josh drank it down hungrily, his sucking taking on a new fervor. I loved that he couldn’t get enough of my taste. It was one of the things that I loved around his blowjobs. However, the moment the waves of my orgasm ebbed, I realized his scent had grown much stronger. He pulled away from my cock, his golden eyes filled with an intensity that sent a shiver down my spine.

Josh kicked off the rest of his clothing quickly. For a moment I thought he was going to slip his fat cock into my mouth, something I would’ve gladly welcome. Instead, he kneeled down at the edge of the bed again, pulled me close, grabbed the back of my knees, and spread me wide. My spent cock flopped helplessly against my belly as he pinned me back. A quick glance showed the hunger in his eyes, but I wasn’t exactly sure what he was doing.

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