“Hey,” he breathed. “Your scent’s different, baby.”
I groaned again. “I’m afraid.” I couldn’t believe I’d just said that. Out loud. In front of all of them. I felt hot shame course through me.
Nikolai ran his hand down my back. “I won’t hurt you, Dmitri,” he said softly.
“Not of your cock,” I said, all in a rush, as if this was important, when maybe it didn’t matter. “I think that’ll feel good, actually. But of…”
“It’s okay,” said Johannes. “We’ll be here with you. We’ve got you, Dmitri. You’re ours. We’re going to take care of you.”
I put my mouth back on my omega’s pretty breasts. “Yes, please,” I said in a small voice. “Take care of me.”
“Stretch your legs out,” said Aurelie, winding a hand into my curls.
I did.
“Nik, take our pack leader’s pants and boxers off and let us see his round little ass,” she said.
I sighed.
“Lick my mark, Dmitri,” said Nikolai. “My tending instinct is pretty insane right now.”
“Yes, alpha,” I breathed, moving over to lick it. It tasted like him, and when I put my mouth to it, both Aurelie and Nikolai reacted, sighing in pleasure. I went to work on it, licking it even as I could feel the air on my bare ass and legs.
Nikolai gently touched the bud of me.
I tensed.
“Shh,” he murmured.
Aurelie ran her fingers through my curls. “I won’t force this on you, baby. I need you to tell me—tell us—you want it.”
I licked Nikolai’s mark. “Yes, I want it,” I said. I was afraid, but I wasn’t unwilling.
“Want what?” she urged. “Tell your omega what you want.”
“I want…” I swallowed. “I want to be assfucked by all our mates.”
“Good boy,” she said and rewarded me with a kiss before putting me back on Nikolai’s mark. “Such a good alpha. I can’t wait to see how good you look with a cock inside you.”
I shuddered, but it was a good shudder. I’d never felt this before, the other side of it, being the object of desire, being the beloved. And right now, they all—all four of them—wanted me. Wanted to watch me be taken and penetrated. It bubbled up in me, a sweetness that I couldn’t deny. “Want to be that for you, omega,” I sighed.
“Lube and stretch him, Nikolai,” she said.
“Yes, omega,” he said, and I felt the cold trickle of a lot of lube on my sensitive skin. I sighed, because it felt nice.
Nikolai’s first probing finger felt nice too.
By the time he had two fingers in me, I was moving my hips against him, letting out little soft noises as he stretched me.
“You look very good like this, Dmitri,” Aurelie told me. “I love seeing you full of Nik’s fingers.”
“Mmm, I want his cock,” I managed, licking Nikolai’s mark.
“Soon, sweet boy,” she told me. “You’re not ready yet. But Nik, give him a third finger.”
“Yes, omega,” said Nikolai.
The stretch of that was divine. I sighed, letting out louder moans as the last of the shame began to ebb out of me. Maybe I didn’t really care if I looked weak or vulnerable, actually. This felt good, and I was in love with Nikolai, and I wanted to take him inside me. I wanted to receive him. “Please,” I said. “Please, can Nikolai fuck me now?”