She narrowed her eyes at me when I sniffed the underwear and stuffed them back in my pocket.
“Fine,” she retorted, stomping behind my desk and flouncing out her skirt before sitting down. “But I don’t want to hear any complaints when I leave a wet spot on your chair.”
I chuckled at her sassy attitude.
Oh yes. This is going to be fun.
Chapter 30
“Good night,” I said, stopping in the doorway to Hawk’s bedroom. He was sitting up against the headboard, long legs outstretched as he did something on his iPad. He was wearing only a pair of forest-green athletic shorts and no shirt—his usual hanging around the house attire.
His hair was mussed, and he looked a little rumpled and a lot delicious.
I felt awkward as hell. After what happened in his office today, I didn’t know where we stood. Was it a one-time thing, like just a bit of fun? Would there be a repeat? I’d been around Hawk long enough to know he wasn’t a relationship guy, so I held no ill-conceived notion that he was suddenly going to want that with me. And to be honest, I didn’t want a serious relationship either.
My entire life I had been… repressed, I guessed was the best word for it. Now I wanted to live and do the things that normal twenty-four-year-olds did.
But sometimes I didn’t know how to do that.
No one had ever gone down on me before today. I’d given Curtis a handful of blow jobs, but when I mentioned reciprocation, he’d said it wasn’t something he was into. Whatever that meant.
Hawk though? He made me feel confident. Alluring. Sexy. Everything about that encounter in his office today felt natural. The flirting and banter had put me at ease, and after the initial shock of finding out what he wanted to do to me on his desk, I’d enjoyed every second of it. Every steamy, dirty word and stroke of his tongue had turned me on like I’d never experienced before.
But now, hours later, I was feeling insecure. I had made dinner and everything seemed normal then, but what was I supposed to do now? Just wave from the hallway as I headed to bed? Give him a goodnight kiss? Strut into his bedroom like Cunnilingus Barbie and tell him I wanted an encore performance?
“Good night,” he replied, so I turned to keep walking until he called my name. I backtracked to find him beckoning to me with a curl of his finger.
Approaching his huge bed, I tried not to fidget. “Did you need something?”
“I was wondering why I didn’t get a goodnight kiss,” he said with a lift of one eyebrow.
I set my hands on my waist and popped a hip. “I didn’t know it was a requirement.”
He smirked, his gaze raking me up and down. My baby-pink tank and panties were covered by my aqua shorty robe, but it felt like he could see right through all of it.
“It’s not, but it’s really the polite thing to do, Bee,” he said with mock admonishment.
“Well, I wouldn’t want to be impolite.” Hawk’s smirk was the picture of smugness when I placed one knee on the bed and leaned over him. Then I dropped a tiny kiss on his nose and stood. “There ya go. Feel better now?”
Before I turned away, I saw the dismay on his face and stifled a giggle. Until I was lifted with insanely muscled arms and tossed onto the bed. I squeaked out a laugh, and he rolled onto me and sat up, pinning my hips with his thick thighs. He somehow got my arms above my head and held my wrists with one hand as the other stroked down my side.
“You think you’re funny, don’t you, Bee?”
“I know I am,” I retorted.
“I want a proper kiss,” he growled, his face an inch from mine.
“Then take it.”
“I only take what’s freely given,” he said, dark eyes searching my light ones.
Tilting my head up, I sucked his bottom lip into my mouth and then nipped it aggressively with my teeth. “Take it,” I demanded.
A split second later, he was stretched out on top of me with his legs bracketing mine and his mouth taking what it wanted from me. I melted into the mattress at his dominance, loving the feel of him covering me.
A moan escaped me when he trailed his free hand up my side, seducing me with its slow trek over my ribs, across the side of my breast, and then up the inside of my arm. Hawk linked his fingers with mine, pressing the backs of my hands into the bed as his mouth plundered mine.
His huge dick lay heavy against my stomach and began to grow as the kiss deepened. I wanted to spread my legs and feel him there, but he had me pinned.