Page 53 of Sinful Secrets

We lay there, both trying to steady our breathing. He lifts his head up and kisses me. “Well, I guess you're tied to me now,” he states.

I frown in confusion. “I don’t understand?”

He smiles. “Baby, we didn’t use any protection. There is a chance you could end up pregnant. And I never in a million years thought I would say this, but the thought of you carrying my child turns me the fuck on.”

“I could be with child?” I ask.

“Yeah, I didn’t use protection. Did you not know that?” he asks.

I shake my head. “No, we were told we fornicate to reproduce, but that it was because it was a blessing. I do not know how it happens, I figured it was one of God’s miracles,” I state.

“Shit, I guess we should have had this conversation before. I just wanted you with nothing between us.” He sighs.

I reach out and stroke his cheek. “I would be honoured to carry your children. I love you, Khan, you're everything to me.”

“Well in that case, I’m fucking you again. I'm putting a baby in you.” He growls then starts rocking his hips forward.

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“Are the parties always this wild?” I yell to Khan over the music.

He nods his head. “Yeah, we’re bikers, it’s what we do.”

I nod my head, still trying to get my head around the fact that some of the women walk around in nothing but very small panties and high heels. They keep looking over at Khan, but he doesn’t acknowledge them. I look down at what I am wearing, a cute floral tea dress with a sweetheart neckline, and I look at what everyone else is wearing. I stand out like a sore thumb; I don’t look like I belong at all. Everyone else has big hair and a face full of make-up. I still look like the cult girl, and I hate that. I want to remove myself as much as I can from that life.

“Be back in a minute,” I tell Khan and walk over to Rose to ask her for help. Her face practically lights up as she jumps out of her seat. She grabs Raven and Trudy then drags me down the hall and into a room. They shut the door behind them and all turn and smile at me.

“Let’s get started.” Raven claps excitedly.

They curl my hair, apply make-up, and they practically pull off my dress and make me step into a pair of leather skin-tight pants. “The bra, needs to change, she needs a black or a red lace,” Trudy remarks, rummaging through a big bag they dragged in earlier. “Ah-ha!” she says, holding the bra up in the air.

“How do you know you got the right size?” Rose asks.

“Because she looks like a thirty-four-D. I'm usually pretty good at guessing these things.” She shrugs, handing me the bra to change into. Trudy was right, it fits perfectly.

“Here, wear this.” Rose hands me a small top that is black and has long lace sleeves and a corset front. It pushes my breasts up high so they are almost spilling over. You can see my lashing marks and I fidget to try and cover them.

“Stop, no one notices them, you look stunning. Not that you didn’t, but now you look biker-bitch stunning,” Rose says, guiding me to stand in front of the mirror.

I gasp at my reflection. My light blonde hair now hangs in loose curls, and my blue eyes pop from the dark smoky eye make-up. The natural gloss on my lips makes them look kissable. I run my hands over my outfit and wobble a little in the stiletto heels.

“I look sexy,” I mutter, still stunned that it’s me.

“Girl, you look fucking hot and seriously fuckable,” Raven adds.

“Ooo, this reminds me of the movie Grease! You're Sandy.” Trudy laughs and the others do as well.

“Oh, we will show you it sometime,” Rose adds. “Come on, honey, let’s get your man before the swarm of parasites descend,” Rose adds, linking her arm with mine.

“You got your phone ready to film this? Because I don’t think Khan has any idea what is about to hit him.” Raven laughs to Trudy.

I feel anxious, worried he isn’t going to like it. As we walk back into the party, I spot him at the bar, chatting to Rubble, his back to me.

“Go get him,” Rose coaxes. I take a deep breath and walk towards him, wobbling a little in the heels. When I reach him, I tap his shoulder and he turns around quickly.

“Fuck off, I'm not interested,” he snaps and turns back around to chat to Rubble. I look back to Rose and she gestures for me to tap his shoulder again, so I do. He sighs and turns around fully this time. “I said I'm not fu..” He stops talking, his eyes going wide.

“What do you think?” I ask shyly.

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