Page 14 of Not So Casual

“Goddamn, Alexander. This feels so good.” Or at least that’s what I think I say. I honestly don’t even know if I’m making much sense right now.

Sweat breaks out on my skin, my heart beating fast, Alexander’s grip on my shoulder tightening with every thrust. He nips at my skin, and I lose control, unleashing all over my hand. His pumping picks up and three thrusts later, he groans loudly, filling the condom with his warm release.

Slowly pulling out of me, there’s another quick nip at my shoulder before I face plant into his desk, panting heavily.

“That was amazing.” I sigh, my eyes closed in satisfaction.

Alexander chuckles before he moves away from me and tosses the condom into the wastebasket. Lifting my body, I turn around and make eye contact with him, raising my eyebrow.

“I mean it, that was something,” I say, looking down at my cock, which still has cum dripping out of it.

“Agreed. I don’t know how I’m going to get any work done now. I will be imagining you bent over my desk every day.”

Laughing, I move over to my pile of clothes, picking up my briefs and sliding them on.

“I have no objections to office sex. Unless there are people outside. That wouldn’t be a good impression.”

He stands up and walks over to me, sliding his finger down my chest before he leans down and whispers in my ear, “Imagine that, though. My dick ramming into you so hard the desk is scooting on the floor, squeaking with each thrust, my hand over your mouth to stifle your screams.”

My breathing picks up, and I mewl while Alexander bites my ear lobe and backs away.

“Fuck.” I bob my head rapidly. “Let’s do that, I really wanna do that.”

He shakes his head and chuckles, redoing his slacks.

“Oh, we will. Not today. But soon.”

“Can’t wait.” I wink, grabbing my own slacks and jumping into them, sliding my shirt back on.

Taking my time with each button, I go slow, not knowing what happens next. We had sex, but I don’t know what to do now. Do I kiss him? Do I leave? I told him this would be casual, and here I am about to freak out, which is the complete opposite of casual. Not wanting him to regret this, I finish buttoning my shirt before turning around and smiling at him, offering up a confidence I don’t feel.

“Thanks. I can’t wait to do this again.”

Alexander stares at me, a confused look on his face, but he doesn’t say anything. Clearing his throat, he nods, and I take that as my cue to leave.

“Have a good weekend.”

“Uh…yeah, you too, Elias.”

Picking up my stuff, I race out of his office as fast as I can, not giving him a second to try and regret it.

Alexander

Lifting the glass up to my lips, I take a small sip, the whiskey burning going down. I close my eyes, Elias’ perfect body running through my mind. Having him once was not enough. I need more. Feeling his body underneath mine. The way goosebumps erupted all over his skin, just from my touch.

How tight he was and how I had to force myself to not just slam home too much, when all I wanted to do was take him fast and hard. Fuck, I can’t wait to have him beneath me or on top of me. I wouldn’t mind either way.

The weekend has gone by quickly, I made sure to keep myself busy, but I’m impatient to see him again. Not wanting to seem too needy, I didn’t reach out at all this weekend, even though I was craving to feel him again.

I’m not used to this feeling. Of not only wanting to touch someone again but wanting to see them again. But that’s what I want. To just be in his presence and bask in all things Elias. There’s just something about him that’s different. Just thinking about him causes my heartbeat to race and my hands to sweat.

My eyes pop open when I remember the look on his face after we finished fucking on Friday. Both of us were confused, not knowing what to say or do. But for some reason, the look on his face as he left has haunted me all weekend. We both said this would be casual, but his face had a sense of longing.

Or not.

I’m probably reading too much into a single facial expression.

Wanting to take my mind off Elias altogether, I pick up the remote, scrolling through all the different movies that are available. Once I decide on a movie, I press play, then lay back on the couch letting my mind focus on the movie, all thoughts of Elias slowly forgotten.

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