Dax reaches over me and grabs a tissue, wiping away the blood from my pussy. His touch is so caring. He takes the condom off, ties it off, and throws it away.
He leans down and kisses my sore pussy and I freeze, not knowing how to react.
He raises back up and settles beside me, pulling me close into his arms. We lie there in the aftermath, our breathing heavy and our hearts still racing. I feel exhaustion settling over me and my body feels tender.
“Are you sore?”
“A little, I’ll be okay. I’m just so exhausted and sleepy.”
He kisses the top of my head and strokes my hair while holding me tight in his arms. “Get some rest now,” he murmurs.
I close my eyes, feeling content. As I drift off, I listen to the beat of his heart.
DAX
Flora is sound asleep and she looks so peaceful. I carefully slide my arm from under her body, making sure I don’t wake her. I get out of bed and my cock still throbs. Damn, her pussy was so tight. The way it gripped around my cock…everything about her is perfect.
The thought of being her first fills me with pride and guilt. I've never taken someone's virginity before, but I made sure to be as gentle as I could.
I pull on my underwear and walk to the kitchen. The smell of cannabis hits me as I enter. Lyka is at the back door, smoking a joint and taking a deep drag. I walk over and give him an awkward smile as he hands me the joint. I take a drag, feeling the smoke fill my lungs.
“I heard,” he says bluntly.
I don’t know what to say. I hand him back the joint and look out to the forest.
“Was she tight?” he asks, his tone almost taunting.
I nod my head and avoid looking at his eyes. He shakes his head and grunts, clearly unimpressed.
“What, Lyka?”
“Nothing.”
Lyka finishes the joint, flicks it outside, and walks away. I can feel the tension between us. He stops and turns around, his eyes showing frustration.
Say something, Lyka. What are you thinking? I know you want her.
Lyka shakes his head and walks away without saying a word. I watch him pace down the hallway, feeling his disapproval.
I walk over to the fridge and pull out a bottle of water. Flora comes to mind. My cock still throbs. The way her body felt beneath mine, the sounds she made. The look in her eyes was full of trust. The images replay in my mind and I can’t help but feel aroused.
I lean against the kitchen counter, trying to clear my head of its thoughts. I finish the bottle of water and throw it in the trash. With a deep breath, I leave the kitchen and return to the bedroom. The hallway is dark and quiet. I pause when I reach the door, gathering my thoughts before pushing it open.
Flora is still fast asleep, her body curled up. I feel guilt creep up on me as I watch her. I walk over to the bed and quietly slip back in, trying not to wake her. I lie there and pull her close. I want to keep her here, forever. She stirs slightly, but doesn’t wake. I kiss her forehead and whisper, “Good night, flower.”
THIRTEEN
FLORA
I walk over to the garage to find Dax bent over his bike, tinkering with it. He looks up and sees me, a massive grin spreading across his face. He wipes his hand with a cloth, steps forward, grabs my waist, and pulls me in for a kiss.
“How are you feeling?” he asks.
“Honestly, I’m fine. You don’t have to ask me every hour, Dax.”
“I bet you won’t wanna go back to London after lockdown is over…”
“What happens in Cedarwood cabin stays in Cedarwood cabin, right?” I respond sarcastically. Dax shakes his head, rolls his eyes, and scoffs. I hear heavy footsteps and Dax notices, too. We both turn around and see Lyka walking past. He looks more distant than normal as his eyes briefly meet mine. He scans me up and down before he continues to the barn without saying a word.