Still shivering, he leans in, running his nose over my pulse point and the fine line of my jaw. “Mmm…I had no idea it could be so good,” I say against his lips.
“Me? I knew exactly how sweet you would be.” He pulls his hand free and sucks his finger clean. While his eyes say he loves every drop of my girl cum on his lips, those hard lines and creases along his forehead are back front and center.
So why didn’t he sound happy about that?
I go to ask, but he must have anticipated my question because he’s buttoning my jeans and moving me off his lap.
“This never happened, Amber.”
“Oh, but it did.” And something tells me this won’t be the last time either. I’m going to make sure of it.
He’s leaning in close and reaches around me. At first I think he’s going to throw me out but he’s only pulling the seatbelt around me. With a firm hand, he takes my chin and drops his forehead to mine.
“No, Amber. It didn’t. Remember that for both our sakes.”
Damn it. Why does he have to pull away? I want the anger and frustration. The reaction. If he would only give in to his craving. There’s no one here to see. But I can see he’s already shut down and refuses to follow his through with what he wants. Me.
I know I should agree with him and not push but after having such a body-shaking orgasm under his touch I want more. The connection was real and what’s so wrong about exploring that desire if no one knows, right? It’s not like we would be doing the dirty in the middle of the campus entry.
The sound of the idling engine and the pattering of rain on metal fills the sobering silence between us. That and the burst of rapid-fire heartbeats in my ears.
He doesn’t say anything else for several seconds, just holds me there breathing the same air with his nostrils flaring as if he’s trying to make his mind up about something.
“Where are you taking me?” I finally ask when he pulls away, dropping his hands from me.
“Home.”
I purse my lips. “Uh, I don’t know if you realized it or not, but I don’t exactly have one of those right now.”
He doesn’t answer, only hops out of the truck into the pouring rain again as I look on. He’s back in less than thirty seconds with my purse and a small satchel I had of toiletries in the front seat.
“Will this do you for now?”
I nod, taking the bags from him.
Back in the truck he does a fine job of ignoring what just happened and pulls out of the parking lot.
I turn back to catch the fading view of the empty school parking lot, all my dreams of being something better than where I came from washing away with the rain.
“Don’t worry about your car. I’ll recover it tomorrow for you. Right now, you’re coming home with me while we figure out our next move.”
Home? Our? I’m not sure why he’s extending a hand to help me, but I don’t have it in me to argue and it’s not like I have a lot of friends lining up to help. None, in fact. But I do wonder at the peculiar use of the words our next move. I wonder…have I finally pushed him over the edge.
I guess I’m about to find out.
Five
Maddox
What the hell have I done? I never lose control and here I am jacking her off and drinking her sweet cum the second she’s close to me. Close. I placed her in my lap, for god’s sake. What the hell was I thinking?
I dwell on that for all of two seconds. Could be worse, I guess. I could have done it with her on my desk and legs spread wide open for me. It’s not like I haven’t thought about it every day I’ve been dean of BU.
I swing the truck around and point us east and toward my house on the outskirts of town. I take the long way around so I can get my head straight, but the twenty-minute drive isn’t nearly long enough for that to happen.
The green glow of the dashboard shows her pulling her plump bottom lip between her teeth, and up to the moment, neither of us has spoken. Part of me wants to pull over and take advantage of the deserted back road we’re on and take her right here and right now.
Jesus Christ, where the hell is all this coming from?