Her hand reaches down to rub me through my pants.
I jerk forward, pushing my finger deeper into her.
Her eyes roll back. “Right there, Liam.”
“There,” I ask, “Or there?” And I push my finger a little deeper.
She is clenching around me… and so fucking tight.
Her fingers wrap around my arm, clenching hard.
I thrust a little deeper and then pull out.
“Why did you stop?” she asks.
“Because I have a better idea.”
Then I stand up and, with her in my arms, lay her gently on the bed.
“I wish you would have told me that you were a virgin.”
“Why? I don’t understand why this is such a big deal.”
“I would have been a lot gentler with you, Selene.”
“But I wanted you to be rough.” There is a slight exasperation in her voice.
I shift towards her and take her head in my hands, then gently kiss her forehead.
“Sex can be rough, but not for your first time. Your first time should be gentle and careful and with someone you really care about.”
She holds my hands to her face. “Don’t give me that bullshit, Liam. This is not a fairytale, okay? I was not waiting for some prince charming. I just never got the opportunity to fuck before. That’s why I’m a virgin.”
“Selene…”
“I don’t want this to change what we were going to do. Please.”
I lean down and gently kiss her lips.
“We don’t have to do it tonight, Selene.”
“So, you can change your mind in the morning?”
I brush her hair back. “See, this is why I think this is a bad idea. You only want this now.”
“That is where you are wrong, wolf. I could go out there and fuck anyone I want. I keep telling you to stop romanticizing this shit, okay? This is just sex.”
But it is not.
It is sex with my mate.
“Selene…”
“Fine,” she reaches down to slide her own fingers down into her panties. “I am not going to beg you. I will make myself come, and then tomorrow I will go to the bar and find someone to fuck me properly.”
My jealousy comes loose. I lunge at her, wrapping a hand on her throat. “No, you fucking won’t.”
She bites her lower lip.